Conversation Between Stoner and devilove
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If I'm so good why I hurted so many people. My last sin is from this week. I tried to raise the mood of one boy from my country. He is very good boy but he tormented himself about that he is 20 years old virgin. I told him that this isn't bad and some ther good things. But I didn't mention that I'm gay because I didn't want other people in the site to laugh and talk bad things about him. Also I didn't want to crush his confidence that some gay is saing such good thing to him. I told him that I want to met a guy like him that is romantic and cares about others. But I didn't mention that I'm gay. He thought that I'm girl and leaved his e-mail to know each other. He said such a good things about me, I was so happy that forgot about that he didn't know that I'm gay. I thoght that if he know me better this that I'm gay wouldn't matter at all. This happened Tuesday and Wednesday this week. On his second letter he said that wants to know better such a good girl like me. I was deep hearted about that but I told him the thruth that I'm gay. He stoped his letters. This happened yesterday. I think that I'm dieing with every second, he is even in my dreams. I don't know what to do. I hate my-self about that I hurted him so much. That day I wished so much to be born girl but I'm boy, gay boy. Why I always hurts the people. I don't know what to do. I hurted him so much, so so much. I wish that I was never born. I wish I could turn back the time but I can't. I didn't want to suffer about such thing like that he is 20y virgin. Only thing that I made was to make him suffer deeper, to feel betrayed. I just can't accept that I am a good person.
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Um, I don't know what to say.
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I liked this with "me and you" the most. 
I'm verry happy that you thing like that, but you didn't mention anything about my bad sides. I want to find them and to try to change to something better but I don't know my bad sides, except that I always blame myself for everything and that to self-pity myself too.
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I mean what you like and what you dislike in me. How you see me like a person. I would like to know because I think that soemthing is wrong with me. I'm not like the others. I can thrust only to you because I know you will say the thruth. I'll be really gratefull if you say what you have to say, good and bad. Thank you 
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What do you think of me. Truly.
You're good boy and I'm happy that you met you. Thank you
And have a difference between persistence and stubborness.
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I'm very stubborn- if this is a strenght
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I'm happy that you are persistent and have strong will, unlike me.
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This's bad, but I know you will manage somehow
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I thought that UK is in better situation, this is bad. Do you thought to go to live and work in US or other Europe country ???
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