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XD!! gotta tell you this: there's another one asking me to engage him. another moron of the list that says I wanna meet you and stuff and then quits the first date. there must be some kind of mental disorder in people acting this way. I need to sleep c_c

I do think I'm mannered as a man of the 50-60's, many many people told me through the years 'you come from another planet' or stuff like that, actually it's not easy for me live in this context >.<

true gentlemen are rare, from other time. not for this era anymore I guess.

oh dear, here there's another one brand new of today: a guy I dated a couple of times, I spoke myself very clear: exclusive interaction and we can have fun. today, two day after we met he said: "since you're pretty and likable I must tell you that I gave a bj to another, it just happened" O.o all of a sudden, it just happend XD my god dicks don't fall in mouth casually I suppose! why this lack of respect ?!

there's the withewasher in my room and an undescribable mess all around, hoping to replace everything as soon as possible. and basically just about the same things with two nosense episodes added, I really don't get why people are so inconsistent.
I was chatting in these days with some guys and two of them were particullary interested in dating me, saying like "you're so brilliant \ sexy \ etc etc" just talking for some time. ok then, let's date and see what happen. pretty simple I guess.
the both of them didn't come in the end after asking me insistently to date them!
and since I consider myself wellmannered and civilezd I also gave the second chance to call or see me again but they miserably failed the excuses.
I don't get this stupid jokes are so boring and childish, really.
I need a smartass around and not retarded moron all the times -.-

I am sad, of course I always knew that this kind of rude context is tough for everyone even more for a gay but sounds really restricted giving no outlook for a personal growth. it is sad so sad

I feel a tad upset at the moment, in the company where I work are doing interviews to add a new guy. I saw some of them today and one of was clearly gay from distance. My boss recognize it too and said that this is a big problem even if he's the best among this first group of guys. Now, I find it particullary sad because, you know, I won't hide myself for the rest of my days I suppose even in there

oh sounds nice, I try to stay cool but sometimes the guy miss me, just for cuddling obviously, I see all my friends going out with new girlfriends. you know this reminds me that I don't have someone to care of right now, but I'm not jelous of them. it's the other way around, I'm glad for their happiness, they deserve it

how do you do dude ?

oh I see, that kind of blue day I know I know, in this case let's do something that you really like to cheer you up and you'll feel better for sure