ikr iam such a bitch to my self right ._.
if i tell people in public such as my school, i might get kicked out, literally.
and yes i need help. i CANT STAND IT ANYMORE. yea Muslim doctrine school, they despise us.
ryt now theyre practically 1 province away, yesterday theyre ruffly 15 provinces away, yes we do talk , but it always ended up on politics ._. its hard to start an intimate conversation coz were often separated,
my dad is very old fashioned .we dont do much catching up,
they reject homosexuals, but not that much of a homophobic, they say as the only male child, i need to provide a new generation, for the bloodline heritage of the family. if just i had a brother.. it wont be so hard on me,its not much off a problem since i WILL end up marrying a chick (yea better start staring at straight porn), but this random times brings me closer to my gay side, like that guy i go nuts on . my mom is quite technophobic, she'd rather read books and go shopping. P: lol
oh dont even think of gay soaps >
even light kiss is censored, boobie cracks, smex talk, BIKINIS, are all gone, thanks to the muslims and their anti porn law, wich is DUMB. >
haha ~shot~