" have the two of you talked aobut what you two want?" shiro asked as he looked at the other.

"Ehm...well Renji always decides things on his own and I don't really have a say." He replies still looking to the ground slightly sniffling.

" ichigo...come on I'll share your bed tonight...since renji will be sleeping on the floor or the closet...unless the three of us move into your dads room." shiro said to ichigo a she tired to help him up onto his feet.

While getting up with Shiro's help he tries to stop his tears, but they wont stop. "Thanks Shiro-kun. Actually I think about telling Renji to sleep at chad's house tonight...I don't want to see him right now." He said rubbing his eyes and tear stained face.

" do you want chad to come over to comfort you as well as me?" shiro asked as he walked slowly back to the house." becasue I want to make sure that you have others to support you other then me" shiro said to him.

"No... I don't want to explain everything to him...he doesn't know about me and renji...." Ichigo said and tried to not be too heavy while walking. After some time they arrive at the Ichigo's house.

Renji stood in the front door waiting for them. His cheek looked bruised and he looked somewhat hurt. Especially as he saw Shiro caring Ichigo. "What happened!?"

"My knees went weak. Ehm... R-renji I want you to sleep at chad's tonight." He said not looking at Renji.

"What the-!? ARE YOU KIDDING ME!? NO!" He shouted what let Ichigo wince at every word he said.

" look if me being here is bad for the two of you I'll go to chads.." shiro said as he handed ichigo off to renji only to go and get his things. " I'll swing by tomarrow with chad to see if you guys are okay...please try and not kill each other or hurt each other any more then you have already" shiro said as he dashed off into the night.

Shiro arrived at chads place only to knock on the door" chad? you home?' he asked as he stood there feeling cold.

"No! Please st-" Ichigo cut himself off as Shiro was already gone. He then looked up at Renji. First he wanted to yell at him for being an asshole but he didn't he just said. "Bring me upstairs" and that was all Renji heard for the night.

Renji gulped he would have preferred it if Ichigo had yell at him, because now he's ignoring him and that's the worst. "I'm sorry I didn't mean to-" he didn't said anymore, he saw that whatever he would say Ichigo would forgive him so easily.
So Renji just carried him to his bed and left without further words.

As soon as his head hit his pillow he began crying not even noticing that Renji already left. He gave himself the whole blame for destroying his change with Shiro and his relationship with Renji.

Renji sat on the roof of the Kurosaki household thinking. Suddenly he got up remebering that Chad told him he wasn't home for some days. "Damn it!" Renji jumped from the roof and sprinted to Chad's house.

Shiro knocked at the door again" chad? hello, are you home?" he asked as he knocied again only to stand there waiting.