"i'm just letting you know ok relax" i said as i massaged his back

"But...what did you mean as bad as it is.... What is 'it'?" Jasper asked, relaxing into his back massage.

"well i dont know, what ever you think is to bad for me to know" i said as i bough him to the bed and continued to massage him

"I...I...there's nothing wrong...." Jasper said quietly, startin to feel guilt for lying to his fiancé.

"thats ok" i said i knew he was lying, but i found no reason to force him

Jasper turned around and cuddled his head into Chase's chest.
"Am I a horrible person?" he asked softly, knowing Chase could tell he was lying.

"hm no not really, i mean your giving a child a life, i would say that unselfish" i said as i i hugged him

Jasper sniffled and hugged Chase tightly.
"B-But I lied to the person I love. Doesn't that make me one?"

"no every one has somthing they don't want to share, youll tell me when your ready ok" i said as i hug him "look i'm not mad at you, im not worryed or upset" i said honestly

Jasper sat up when he heard the last thing Chase said. He huffed and wiped his eyes before walking out of the room. He even walked out of the rv and sat there. It was cold and he wasn't wearing much so he shivered but he didn't want to go back in yet. Chase wasn't worried or angry? He wasn't worried that what Jasper was holding in could be life threatening? Grated, him throwing up blood could be but he didn't think it was.