"hm you know its not wise to come out here in the cold with out a jacket" i said as i pulled a jacket on him "im not upset ok babe, look your doing much better now and your gonna have a child soon ok so let not worry about on lye ok" i said as i hugged him

Jasper gave the jacket back to Chase and shook his head, rejecting the hug.
"I just want to be alone." he said quietly, wanting to calm down and get his hormones under control by himself.

"ok then ill be in the bed room waiting for ya babe" i said as i went back inside

Jasper stayed outside until he could no longer feel his toes. He went inside and into the bedroom. He was shivering horrible and his teeth were chattering. His lips were blue. He went to the bathroom and drew himself a hot bath, not talking to Chase because it would be too hard to form a sentence.

i had fallen asleep as i held emily as i was asleep

Jasper took a bath and put his night gown back on before climbing into bed and falling asleep.

In the morning, his lips were still blue.

"heh drink this babe" i said as i handed him a coffee "your lips are still blue from last night" i siad as i hugged him

Jasper hugged Chase back and smiled. He didn't talk, though because his throat was raw from breathing in such cold air. He drank his coffee.

every on was awake and swimming "wanna take a dip" i asked as i held him

Jasper thought about it for a second before shaking his head. He pulled Chase close after setting his coffee aside and kissed him deeply.
"I-I'm ready to tell you." he said quietly. The guilt was eating him.