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As Josh said that Akira shook his head. 'How isn't it a big deal..? You're the Prince! If so.. your breaking the engagement is a big deal. You having a mere servant as.. someone more.. is a big deal..' With a soft frown Akira rubbed his forehead. When someone had an important position everything was important. Amost out of proportion compared to normal people. He didn't know much about modern world.. almost nothing but he knew history from times there was a lot of kings and other peoples like that.. and now if Josh was a prince.. and he was.. there was a lot of trouble not only for him but for other people. Did Josh done wrong taking him from the streets..? Would he cause just more trouble for everyone? Would it be better if Josh would stay with Elizabeth? But he was unhappy.. and not only him.. Akira started to pluck his thumb while thinking.
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Josh’s expression fell in seconds when Akira had written that. It was difficult to express how he felt, to tell Akira that everything to him was worth it but…he was right. Everything was a big deal, no matter what Josh did out of his daily routine, it effected something in his life no matter how insignificant.
Taking a deep breath, Josh closed his eyes, whispering so only Akira could hear. “I know, it’s a huge deal, saying I wouldn’t marry her and getting into a relationship with you, but what else can I do? If I have strong feelings for you, how could I marry someone else? Much less someone I have no attraction towards whatsoever.” Josh opened his eyes and looked at Akira’s hands, but still not touching him, just in case it was something he didn’t want. “Your feelings for me won’t change because of this…will they?” Josh wondered while finally looking back into Akira’s green eyes. |
Akira was about to answer Josh but then he heard his question.. and saw how much it was.. stressing him. With a gentle smile he looked where was Harumi and then just squeezed other males fingers with his only to let go fast. 'Of course not.. I'm just.. worried..' He didn't say what he was thinking exactly not really wanting to make Josh more upset than he already was.
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Josh focused back on Akira, although it was evident he was still a bit concerned about how his ‘boyfriend’ would possible feel knowing he’s a Prince. Josh then glanced down at their hands, the soft and almost faint squeeze seemed to make Josh look a little more relaxed, showing it helped.
“I feel a bit worried too.” He muttered, letting out a deep breath and smiling back ever so slightly. “We can get through it though. You survived much worse than this.” Josh whispered. |
Akira sighed and rubbed his forehead, still really disturbed by all the thoughts in his head.. though he couldn't not smile in relief when he saw Josh smiling as he relaxed a bit. 'I just don't want something bad to happen..'
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Josh ignored the fact that Harumi was in the room with them as he grabbed both of Akira’s hands softly and looked at him, seeing his body seem to ease up thankfully. “I don’t want that either, but I can’t promise it wont happen. As long as we stick together, we’ll get through it.” Josh wrapped both of his arms around Akira, burying his head against the younger mans shoulder and whispering near his ear. “We’ll make it through it Akira. I promise you.” he said with a soft squeeze.
Harumi peeked at the two men and seemed overly curious. She hid behind a flower and let out a soft giggle at the sight before her. She had to speak to Sangre about this, her head was just flooding with questions. Just to give them privacy, Harumi turned and went towards the back in order to deal with a bit more of the mixture of fertilizer, still wondering about Josh and Akira though. |
Akira gasped when he was wrapped by those warm arms. Somehow then and there he didn't really care who may see them and who not.. he just put his head on Josh's chest with a soft sigh and closed his eyes, enjoying the warmth of other male. It felt so.. calming.. and he had that srong feeling of being safe.
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Josh felt relieved to feel Akira’s head against his chest and feeling him relax. It was astounding how easily he could make him feel better, something as simple as a hug can make Akira go from afraid, to feeling safe.
Kissing the top of his head, Josh rubbed along his back, whispering to him once again while smiling. “How about I give you a massage again when we get back to my room? It’s been a while…and I think it would make you feel better after such a long day.” Josh offered as his rubbed along Akira’s beck slowly and soothingly. |
When he was kissed on the forehead he smiled, enjoying as well warm hand rubbing his back. With a soft sigh he nodded at the question. Yes. It would be great to go back to room and relax, knowing he didn't need to go anywhere and could stay with Josh. That would be really nice.
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“Okay, let’s head back now. We can go to the library after dinner.” Josh said while looking at Harumi who was in the back, barely being able to spot her. Covering Akira’s ears, Josh spoke in a slightly louder voice so she could hear.
“We’ll be heading back, will you be okay?” Harumi peeked around the corner at the two and smiled. “Of course. You two go ahead. Thank you for the help, I’ll be in the kitchen if you need me.” Josh nodded his head, slowly lowering his hands from Akira’s ears and grabbing one of his hands. “No problem. See you later Harumi.” Josh said finally in a softer voice while walking towards the exit of the greenery. |
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