As they made their way tot he I.C.U. He wonders just how their son will look, since he hasn't seen him yet. His mind started to have bad thoughts. Like it was nothing more then a piece of flesh with tube sticking into it like something you see in a scary sci-fi film. Of course he didn't want to think of these bad thoughts. But he was so worried. He reached behind the wheelchair and placed a hand on top of Jani, just wanted to have a little comfort.

As they arrived onto the floor and he was pushed into the room. All he can hear was the beeping of the heart monitor and the hissing sound of the thing that was giving their baby boy air. He looks at the small human, laying in the incubator. Not moving or making a noise. Just seeing this made the happiness in his heart vanish. "I...It's all my fault." he said in a sad tone. "If I only took better care of my body." he said and sniffles.

As they reached the room he saw their kid, immediately wanting to cry once again. But he knew he had to be strong for Akihiko's sake cause he knew Akihiko was probably gonna be the one to cry. As he heard what Akihiko said he got down to his level, wrapping his arms around him. "Hey now its not your fault. None of us knew this was gonna happen Akihiko. How were we to know our third child was gonna be like this? We had no way of knowing this so don't go around saying its your fault or mine. Its no ones fault Akihiko." Jani said, trying his best to be the strong one right now. Though it was hard for him because that was his kid too. "Trust me Akihiko this is hard on me too. I was crying my eyes out yesterday when I saw him. The only way I knew he was still alive was the fact he made soft whimpering sounds."

He looks at Jani as he got to his level and told him that it wasn't his fault that their son ended up like this. They had no way of telling that this was gonna happen. So he shouldn't blame himself or him. "O-Of course it's not your fault. I never thought of that for a moment, but you are right. No one could of seen this." he tells him. Looking back at their son and tears were rolling down his face. "But I am scared...what if there is something wrong with him or worse?" he softly cries.

"Akihiko I'm sure he will pull through this. He has our blood flowing through him. And since he has mine that means he is a fighter. He will fight whatever is wrong with him and come through this. He's already shown signs of life before. I know he will pull through this." Jani said, pulling Akihiko into a hug. He didn't want him to feel bad but he knew that wouldn't happen much seeing as how he was going to be worrying about their kid much like he was. "He will pull through this Akihiko."

As Jani hugged him, he wrapped his arms around him and rest his head on his shoulder. Listening to him tell him that their son will pull through this. Because he had his will to fight. He looks at him and nods his head. For he believes so. "I-I know, I just still worry." he tells him in a whispering voice. "Jani...I am not feeling so good. I need to lay down. Can we please go back to my room?"

"I know you do Akihiko. And of course we can." Jani said, standing up and pushing Akihiko back to his room. "Do you need me to get you anything Akihiko?" He asked, wanting to be as helpful as he could for his lover. He knew it was the best he could do for now seeing as how Akihiko wasn't really feeling all that well right now. He wanted to help any way he could, even if it meant getting him anything.

As he was wheeled away by his lover back to his room. He lean his head back and looks up at him. For he looked really drained and a bit pale. Then was asked if there was anything he could get for him. "Well...I am a little hungry. But since I can't eat solid food. Can you maybe go and get me a smoothie please?" he asked politely.

"Sure. I'll go get you one when I go and get my coffee. Any particular flavor you want love?" Jani asked, smiling some as he pushed Akihiko back to his room. He was more then happy to do anything he could for his lover right now, even if that meant getting him something to drink. Besides he could tell he needed something. And he did want to help in anyway he could.

"Mm, just something fruity and sweet." he tells him as they made their way back into the room. Once in there, he asked to be pushed over to the bed. Once he was close enough, he gets up himself and then carefully gets onto the bed. Laying back down and sighs. "Arwe kids, they are all so beautiful. I just want to take them home and cuddle with them." he tells Jani.

"I can do that for you love." Jani said, smiling as he watched Akihiko climb back into bed. As he heard what Akihiko said he nodded, pushing the wheelchair twords the corner. "Yes they are Akihiko. Makes me glad to know we painted the nursery a neutral color. All I think we have left to do is baby proof the place. That shouldn't be too hard." He said, taking a seat next to Akihiko. "We practically have mostly everything done already."