Dear agent_orange69 in my humble opinion I can't agree with your last sentence. You'll always be part of his life and happiness, no matter what. What will he do if you go away from his life, how he will feels about it ??? You're very special to him after you are best friends and from so long. You know each other so well, share the good and the bad sides of the life. You know that so well. Maybe one day you two will be one part. Life is full with mysteries and twists. Can I ask you something - does he knows you are gay ??? You don't know what awaits you from the next corner. :)
I wish you all the best and many luck ;)

Yep, and yet I still went to great lengths for that person. It wasn't until I looked back on it a few years later to see how stupid I was.

I fully agree with Devilove and I want to add from myself that don't think about it.You're a very good friend,if you think about your best friend.In my opinion you need to find an another second friend(penfriend),who will understand you.Personally I think,that you want to speak about all (about everything that happened in your life,problems and so on),and you understand that with the best friend you couldn't speak about everything.
-In the russian language we have one interesting phrase "we must pay for all our actions"(За всё надо платить)

Of course I have.. ><

I have and this individual is fully aware that i love him, sadly we both know that it must not be so. I am glad that there is still some love between us just in a different form. And that is satisfying enough to keep my mind at ease

ive never been in love just in like and i like this kid and have for 4 yrs straight it sucks cause he knows and he's been using and abusing my feeling for him

@yaoiabyss I have felt the same pain as well. it hurts a lot doesn't it? tell me your situation and will share mine with u

Yea, I have had the same problem. I have fallen in love with my best friend, T.T but he is straight, and what is really funny is that he thinks I am too. :D

yeah but he's 100% straight :(

Well,RIGHT NOW I'm in love for somebody who will never love me....at school...at first I wasn't in love but after a year I got a daydreaming with Him followed by...kinda of pheromones attraction..now at school I try to be as close to him AND STILL have daydreaming but well...me and him are not even friends,But LUCKILY for me I will granduate soon and will forget about him....I think