The magic accually knocked some sence into Alexen. "O...o...oh my god, what have I done" he said seeing the fear in Shiro's face. He ran to the door opened it and used a temporal shift and was gone in the blink of an eye.

Shiro blinked as the other... disappeared. He actually felt a bit guilty when he relaxed. Trembling a bit he dressed up and looked around. It felt... empty. This place. He was lonely.. and thanks to Alexen he forgot about for few moments. Probably he should search for the demon... but where?

It was still pouring out so Alexen had no idea where he was. He was filled with rage roared and punched a nearby boulder shattering it to pieces. He walked for a while and he saw the tree he had broken only a few hours ago. "you can never go back.....forget about any thought of happiness you dreamed of." he said to himself. His heart ached , "your no better then a human" he said to himself. At this point he was crying his tears were masked by the rain. He didn't want to go back to the city, he couldn't go back to Shiro's, he had no where to go, what would he do.

Thinking for few moments he decided to find the demon. His own fear couldn't stop him from doing the right thing. And leaving the demon in rain all alone wasn't the right thing. He whispered few words and walked to the voice crystal. Touching it he ended the spell. Soon he should know where he was.

He was laying on his back rain washing over him, he wished the ground would just open up and swallow him, he hurt the one person who was kind to him. And even if Shiro forgave him how could he know that this wouldn't happen again.

Soon he felt the string of magic connecting him with something and he followed it. It was dark but that wasn't a problem for him. Soon he found the demon. From the spell he was feeling lightheaded but still was able to walk.
"A- Alexen...", he muttered and then his legs gave up under him.

He heard Shiro's voice he sat up and looked behind him. "Shiro!" he ran over to Shiro "What are you doing following me.". He had to get him inside, it was easier for him to Shift when he wasn't glamouring himself. He picked Shiro up and in an instant was back at Shiro's house. He opened the door and got him inside. "Are you ok?".

Shiro blushed when he was picked up so effortlessly.
"I- I'm fine... just weak from the spell.. I.. don't want you to leave", he said, enjoying the warm hands around him.

But....but I...I don't understand.......I rapped you.... he said looking away he made himself sick saying that out loud. "I can't promise I won't lose control again....do you honestly want me to stay? he said ashamed of himself.

"I believe in you... and I'm sick of being alone.. and besides... nothing happened", he protested, his green eyes focusing on Alexen and showing just how tired he was.