"wait you mean nothing happened? I thought I." he was relieved, mabey he imagined it. "If you say nothing happened I believe you. I will stay if that is what you want.". He carried Shiro to the bed room and helped him out of his wet cloths and into dry ones "Get some rest" he said laying him on the bed gently and pulling the covers over him.

He wasn't someone who lied easily so he blushed up to his ears while he looked away.
"Y- you entered me... a- and licked... but.. uhm.. but it wasn't like it was all forced...", he said barely audibly, hiding his face in the pillow as soon as he could.

He couldn't respond Shiro lied to him, for a moment he felt better but now, now he felt sick. He just closed the door and went to the living room. He walked to the bathroom and looking in the mirror, he cast a glamour spell, he couldn't stand seeing his true face anymore. He walked back into the living room and sat down.

So... he would leave anyway? Just like that..... This time Shiro didn't go after the demon.

He thought about his response how he just ignored him, Shiro would never do that to him. He walked upstairs to the bedroom and opened the door slowly checking if Shiro was still awake. "Shiro.....you still awake?"

The silent minutes were passing as the elf was laying alone in his bed. At some moment his eyes closed but as soon as he heard Alexen's voice his green eyes opened.
"I'm not sleeping anymore.." , he said truthfully, glancing at the opened doors and big figure of other male in them.

He walked over to Shiro and sat at the foot of the bed. "I can't tell you enough how sorry I am." he said making sure he made eye contact. "you are the most important thing in my life. Even if takes a thousand years I will find a way to make this up to you......I swear it."

"It is... f- fine.. I just didn't want to... like.. uhm... it was my first time with a man..", he said softly, his face flushing. "And.. you scared me.."

"I understand, I need you to know if I was in control I never would have done that too you.....not unless.....no never mind.". He really didn't understand why Shiro wasn't mad at him but he wasn't gonna complain, he was happy that he hadn't ruined everything.

"Unless what exactly?", asked the elf further.