He turned on the shower and got undressed, he made sure the temperature was good before he got in. He immediately got to washing off the piss, "ahhh much better the smell is gone" he said happily. He decided to let the water run over him for a while.

Shiro was deep in his toughts so when a sudden noise could be heard he almost jumped out of his skin. As it turned out it was just a puppy playing with one of the pillows. Sighing he took the pillow and led the small one outside.

He stepped out of the shower and realized he never grabbed a fresh clothes before getting in, "Shiro I forgot to get myself clean clothes before getting in, do you think you could grab me something to wear?". He asked the door half open.

Shiro was right next to the front doors so he actually heard the demon. Going to grab some shirt and pants from Alexen's room he then went to give them to him. He blushed a bit when he saw the other male all naked.
"H-here", he muttered, moving closer so the demon would be able to take the clothes from his right shoulder since he tried not to use his hands.

"thank you very much" he said smiling and take the clothes off Shiro's Should and quickly changing into them then realizing what he asked of him. "oh god I totally forgot I'm sorry Shiro How are your hands? I hope there ok..That was stupid of me." he was frowning

"I used my elbows so it's all fine. It was a bit more difficult than normally but that is all", he said, shrugging. "It's all fine so you don't need to worry."

"ok I'm glad your alright, and I'll go prepare the deer meat." he smiled touching Shiro's cheek before heading out the front door with a large plate and a hunting knife. When he got outside he saw the pup chewing on one of the deers leg. "Couldn't wait to eat huh? I'll give you something better." he sliced off a chunk of meat from the deers side and put infront of the pup who pounced on it as soon asit touched the ground. He sat there skinning the deers hide before slicing the meat and placing it on the plate beside him.

First he was too surprised to react but then he touched his cheek, blushing. What was that feeling? A bit confused with himself he went outside and sat down on the stairs, quietly observing the demon.

The pup was laying next to him chewing on the meat it was given as he finished slicing as much meat as he could, it was a pretty high stack so he steadying the meat with his other hand and stood up. He looked up and saw Shiro sitting there watching him "Hey I got all the meat off that I could. as the pup finally finished it's meat.

"I can see that. Nice amount. I don't think we would eat it any time soon. And the bones..? I once saw someone cooking a soup on them... and your puppy would love them probably", said Shiro, smiling at the demon.

He looked down at the pup that was sniffing what was left of the deer. "you know iv never tried that before, and I think your right." he said smiling as he watched it sticking it's nose in between the ribs trying to get at the insides. "What do you think we should call him?"

"Maybe a Pillow Destroyer", he joked, smirking. "When you were under the shower he got one of them. I'll repair it when my hands would be good enough for that."

He looked at the pup "I'll start training him tommorow morning." he said looking at Shiro, "when do you think your hands will get better?"

"Hmmm... I'm not sure. Even moving them a little hurts.. but I think two days would be enough with applying the herbs you mashed today", he said, not really sure if two days would be enough.

"how ever long it takes I'll take care of you and the house." he said with a smile. "Alright let's go inside." he said using his shoulder to nudge open the door.

Shiro flet really moved with what he heard. It was nice to have a person like that around you. Alexen sure was the nicest person he met in the last few years.

When the three of them were inside he closed the door with his foot. He walked to this sink and started rinsing of the meat "go relax on the couch while I cook."

"I really feel useless", sighed Shiro and went to sat down on the couch, not realy happy about it.

"Shiro you could never be useless, if you haven't noticed in the past I love to see you smile, so I enjoy taking care of you. So just smile and that's the most important thing to me that you could do.". He didn't like seeing Shiro this way it wasn't in his character.

Shiro blushed really strong when he heard the other male. Covering his face, being careful with his hands, the elf sighed.
"Damn... you sure can be embarrassing", he muttered, unable to not to smile.

"Mabey, but you are smiling so I'm ok with that" he laughed a little and winked at Shiro before running the meat under the water to make sure it was clean before he started cooking.

"Very funny", sighed Shiro and glared at the demon, but then he could only simle as he saw Alexen in the kitchen. "And you're looking sexy in the kitchen."
The last thing was added before he was able to think about it and made Shiro even more embarrassed.

Shiro had never called him sexy before so he was a mix of being shocked, excited, and embarrassed. He turned and looked at Shiro his face was flushed "re...really?....thank you" he wasn't sure if he should say it back, if he did he would being honest. "I'd say you look sexy right now but.....you look sexy pretty much all the time..." he said scratching the back of his neck.

Shiro couldn't possibly get much more embarrassed than he was now. Well.. or more like.. 'no more'.
"I.. u-uh... You're exaggerating", he muttered, not sure what other he could say in this situation.

"no I'm not he started to feel a little more bold "I'm serious you may not believe me but iv never been more attracted to anyone as much as I am attracted to you" he wasn't nervous he accually felt good letting Shiro know this.

"B-but.. I... like... why.. uhmm..", muttered Shiro, chaos inside his head not being an easy thing to calm down.

"You've got the biggest heart of anyone iv met, your smile, your shyness, your smart, your gentle, you're cute pointy ears, the way your hair moves in the wind, your body, your eyes, and you don't treat me like a demon even you see what I really look like" he smiled softly "your one of a kind."

Shiro didn't know what to answer when he heard the other male. Blushing up to his poity eas, even his neck red, he stayed quiet. What could he really say to all those things? There was no even one thing he could find inside his mind that he could say to that.

After a few moments of silence he turned around and started cleaning the meat more slice by slice. He smiled he enjoyed leaving Shiro speachless like that, it was cute.

"Oi.. Say something", said the elf after a while of silence, feeling quite uncomfortable with it and the demon just doing his thing, like nothing would even happen.

He around with a smile and dried his hands, he walked over and sat next to Shiro. He looked at he wanted to kiss him "I don't have anything I'd like to say exactly, but if it's ok with you.....I would like to kiss you." he said blushing a bit.

"K-k-k-kiss?", stuttered Shiro. looking at the other male through his fingers while feeling his heart going all crazy.

"yes kiss, if you don't want me to I understand." he said getting the feeling he was going to be rejected.

"I-it's.. not like I don't.. w-want to.. b-but", he muttered, not sure how to answer that.

"your just not ready yet, right?" he asked feeling rejected but not letting it show.

"I... I don't know.. Kissing is nice... but I'm not sure if I'm ready do kiss with a man..", he muttered, and then all of a sudden leaned forward and pecked Alexen's lips.
Yet it was everything he had done.

He didn't know how to react to the kiss, Shiro said he wasn't ready....but he kissed him. He looked at Shiro a bit suprised, he touched his lips where Shiro kissed and smiled "Thank you, that was nice.".

"I-I'm not.. sure.. about i-it all... I'm sorry.. I don't want to hurt you but I care about you..", he said quietly, and then glanced at the other male.

"it's ok I understand I'm sorry for making you do something you didn't feel like doing." he swallowed hard and smiled so not to make Shiro feel bad.

"It's not like that... I just... well.. it's hard do describe", he muttered, shrugging.