"Do you think you could try?" he asked trying to make eye contact with Shiro.

"Try what?", he asked, not really understanding the question.

"to explain your feeling." he said softly.

"To explain what I am feeling?", he asked, blinking in surprise and not really able to say anything more.

"yes you said it was hard to describe, I'd like for to help me understand what your feeling.". He said relieved that he could finnaly have eye contact while they spoke.

Shiro looked down and shrugged. How he possibly could say what he felt since he didn't know himself?

He sighed, this conversation was going nowhere. "Alright when you feel like you can tell me what your feeling just tell me and we can talk, ok?" he said faking another smile.

"I will... as soon as I will know myself..", he said, still not looking at Alexen.

"Ok" he stood up and walked back to the kitchen and finished cleaning the meat. He started cutting away the strips of fat as he frowned a little sad, he felt the pup nuzzling his foot

Shiro knew there was nothing more he could say. Some things needed time and his feelings were one of those.

The pup could tell he was a bit upset with the situation. When done removing the fat he cut off a piece of meat and cut it into small enough pieces that the pup could chew easily and placed it on a plate and put it on the floor. He cut the rest of the meat I to decent sizes for their dinner.

Not wanting to disturb the demon he decided to read in his lab. That way he would be able to escape that silence that was making him nervous.

He sighed deeply after Shiro went downstairs the rinsed off his hands and dried them before sitting down next to the pup that was eating its dinner. "You look very happy right now, guess your the only one." he said frowning.

Shiro relaxed when being alone. Soon enough he was entirely focused on the book he was reading.

"hey I think I'll just call you pup......you ok with that little guy?" he asked moving closer to the wolf pup.

As always it took few hours before Shiro realised just how much time passed since he started reading. Sighing softly he stretched and decided to see what the demon was doing, wondering if he still was upset with his answer from before.

He had fallen asleep while sitting there and thinking for about an hour with pup in his lap. When he woke up he immediately went to the garden and picked a few potatos. He seasoned the meat and cooked it then made mashed potatos. When he was done he wasn't really in the mood to talk so he just put the food on two plates and covered them. He took pup out to let him use the bathroom when he notice him start to raise his leg mead the couch. After he sat on the front steps with Pup by his side and just sat there resting he head on the door.

When he didn't see Alexen anywhere he opened the front doors to see if he was there maybe, training the small wolf or something. Not expecting the demon to be there he pasued suddenly and almost fell down. Alexen's broad arms helped him to not to fall dawn from the stairs.

"You ok? I'm sorry that was probably not a great place to sit. I was just taking him out here to go to use the bathroom and decided to just relax out here." he said putting on a fake smile again for Shiro, he was still a little upset about what Shiro told him.

Shiro was really embarrassed with what had happened but what really ticked him off was that fake smile that he saw.
"Stop smiling if you don't feel like it!", he yelled at the other male and with his cheeks still burning he run into the forest.

He was shocked by Shiro's reaction, he got pissed "if anyone has the right to be upset it's me." he muttered as he watched Shiro run into the woods. He was very upset by this, he headed for the door when he felt tugging at his pants leg and looked down at the small wolf. "I'm not going after him if he wants to run let him." it growled a bit and tugged harder. "Fine.". He started towards the forest obviously taking his time.

Shiro hid behind some bush and the wrapped his arms around his knees, hiding his head in there. He felt so, so confused with everything that was happening. And the demon didn't made it easier one bit.

As he walked with pup at his side, "Shiro come on, this is stupid and your being over dramatic." he shouted.

Shiro blushed really hard when he heard the demon and he knew he was right. Yet it didn't make him want to come out.

He sighed with frustration "Shiro I can smell you close you can come out or I can come get you your choice."

The elf flinched when he heard Alexen. He knew he should move and stop being so childish but somehow his body felt heavy and he didn't have any strenght to move.

"Fine have it your way.". He followed the scent to where Shiro was he grabbed the bush at the base and completely tore it out of the ground. "Get up" he Said lifting him up and pushing him against a tree. "You don't get the fucking right to be upset, if anyone has the right to be upset it's me!" he said glaring at Shiro. "We have had sex in the past and you've told me you enjoyed it and sure sounded like you did by your moaning. And now you don't even know if your ready to kiss a man? What the fuck do you want from me?! Do you enjoy fucking with my emotions?"

Shiro jumped almost out of his skin when the bushes were pulled out of the ground. Then he gasped when pushed on the tree. What could he answer? That he didn't know? It would only tick off the demon even more. Looking down on the ground he didn't react in any way to Alexen's words.

"No you look at me you are going to talk, I'm sick of you keeping silent." he said raising Shiro's chin so they were making eye contact.

Shiro blushed when his was made to look into the other's eyes. His heart started to beat faster, yet he wasn't sure if he was scared or excited.

"Speak, explain to me what's going through that little head of yours I dove to know why you'll have sex with me but you won't even kiss me." he was furious and was tempted to take Shiro right here.

"I... I don't know... My feelings are complex... and confusing... very confusing", he muttered, blushing even hearder when the sex was mentioned.

He growled softly "If you can't make up your mind then I'll do it for you" he pulled Shiro in and kissed him making sure to hold him tight so he couldn't use magic to get a away.

Shiro gasped when he was kissed and tried to get away but this time there was no way of escape left for him. Strangely enough the elf started to get excited, especially when he remembered how it felt to be filled with seed.

He pushed Shiro up against the tree as he kissed him, he pulled back and ripped off his own Shiro and went back to kissing Shiro. He then moved on to his neck slipped his hand into Shiro's pants and squeezed his ass. He smiled a bit as he felt Shiro's body relaxing, it didn't take much to change his mind.

There wasn't really any time left for the elf to think. When he felt the strong, warm hand squeezing his behind like that he let out a small moan.

He was going to ravage Shiro and fill him up like he did the first time. He pulled Shiro's Shiro's shirt up and off of him quickly the removed his own pants and underwear then got Shiro's pants off as well very quickly. He started to massage the outside of Shiro's hole while he kissed him, he kept him tight against him with his other hand, Shiro's wouldn't be getting away from him.

Everything was happening so quickly.. Before he realised he was naked and pressed against the other's muscled body. He moaned softly once again when his hole was touched. There was something really indecent about the whole situation but Shiro was unable to focus enough to figure out what. After a month of doing nothing other but talking and growing to know each other better it was somehow really sexy how forceful was the demon. Before it would startle the scholar but now it actually made him excited.

He was rock hard and in the position his cock was in it hurt a bit so he shifted his body enough so he could take his cock and pull it up resting on Shiro's stomach and soon between the both of them when he went back to his previous position. It was throbbing with anticipation.

Shiro shuddered when he felt the big thing being pressed to his flat stomach. It was so hot.. and kinky when mixed with those big fingers teasing his hole. His mouth opened wider so the demon was now able to explore the deepest parts of Shiro's upper hole.