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Akira nodded his head right away. He would write to Josh and that would be something he won't forget about. That he was sure. 'I'll make sure to write and sent the pictures. And about that other thing too..' Writing the last thing he blushed up to his ears and after few moments he hid his face in the sheets.
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It was nice to know Akira would put time into his schedule to talk with him still, it was comforting. Although noticing at Akira had written next made Josh chuckle a little, kissing the side of his boyfriends neck (careful of his tattoo in the process), and whispered near his ear.
"I'll make sure not to forget about that either. Promise." Giving a gentle kiss to the base of Akira's ear, Josh leaned back, giving the poor man some room after saying something that most likely embarrassed him. Although it was nice for Josh to know he had that in mind still. |
Feeling the kisses and hearing what Josh said he nodded his head but for now stayed like he was. Taking few deeper breaths he at last looked once again at other male. It was so strange how in such a short time... Shaking his head he smiled a bit. 'Would it be alright to sent me some pictures too..?'
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With his hands stroking Lady's fur, Josh kept the other around Akira to keep him as close as possible, taking in the moment and trying to remember every single detail of it. Josh's eyes lifted to look into Akira's, reading what he had written and then smiling a little more.
"I will, of course. Hopefully when I have time I can...just to show you I'm not being held captive." Josh then chuckled and whispered. "Only joking. I'll be fine, and I heard her castle is beautiful so I can get a few photos before being banished from that place." Josh said, not sounding upset at all since not being able to see Elizabeth anymore was more of a godsend then a horrific acknowledgement. |
'So.. you're going to her.. not your aunt?' Asked Akira a bit confused since he thought the one that called him to show up was his aunt. Though if the engagement was to be broke then maybe it was just logical that Josh would be going with his aunt to their castle?
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Josh's smile faltered, but it didn't disappear entirely. "No, and yes. I'm visiting my aunt to speak to her about what happened, although in order to do that...I have to speak with Elizabeth as well." Josh sighed, clearly not wanting to, especially since what happened last didn't end on good terms.
"I'm mostly staying with my aunt, but for a day or two I probably have to speak with Elizabeth and her family and stay at her place...I have a bad feeling I won't sleep much, especially if they want me sleeping in her quarters which I will forbid doing." Josh said firmly. "But I'll be fine. I promise." |
'It would be very stressful.. but your aunt... Wouldn't she understand you if you tell her everything?' Akira wasn't sure.. but if Josh was a son of her sister.. shouldn't keep him dear to her heart? Though from history he knew things didn't work like that... It was regretable but true. Petting Lady he waited for master's answer.
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Josh hesitated with answering what Akira had asked. Trying not to allow the question to linger, it took a little while for him to think of how to put it before actually speaking. "I wish it was that simple, but my aunt is very strict. She...wants me to be with Elizabeth, so much so that she could try and make me go back to her, even if I say I'm not interested. All she wants is for me to pass on the line, she doesn't care much for my happiness, or who I end up with, as long as my children are born into royalty." Josh sighed and closed his eyes.
"Which is wrong. Children aren't supposed to be born out of purpose, they should be born out of love. Not to mention I have no intention of even looking at Elizabeth, let alone create offspring with her." Josh said as if the woman was some sort of creature. "But you're right in one sense Akira. She's family, and I don't have much of that left. So I try my best to help her to understand. I think after a few days I can get her to see how I feel...and maybe, just possibly I can mention how I'm in love with someone else." Josh muttered, almost incoherently. |
'It would be all good. I'm sure if she sees that you are not trying to go on a simply whim she would understand...' Smiling warmly he put his hand on Josh's and squeezed it. Akira knew it would be very bad week for other male and he would make extra sure to give him everything he could. He gave him so much already and still kept giving.. and now was his turn. There wasn't much he could do.. but still something is better than nothing.
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With a deep breath, and nod of his head, Josh smiled once more, genuinely feeling a little better just by having Akira beside him, 'saying' that to him. "I appreciate you being optimistic, plus...just being here with me. Isn't it crazy..." Josh trailed his fingers against Akira's palm when he held it, looking down at their fingers interlocked while whispering. "...how I found you, barely alive and now look at you?" Josh's gaze locked with Akira's, smiling as he fixated upon those awe-inspiring eyes before him. "Look at us. Right now, in this moment." Josh chuckled, not out of amusement but out of disbelief. "I couldn't have believed this would be us just a little while ago." he whispered.
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