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"Still.. how someone like me.. all that", gasped Akira in a shaky tone of voice only to start coughing few moments later.
His green eyes welled up with tears and he wasn't sure if those were one of happinness.. or fear.. or just simply his emotions overwhelming him. But he felt like crying and that he did. It was all really quiet, as almost everything that Akira did. |
"Akira.." Josh said, his voice showing how he himself was upset for making the man he cared for cry. Wrapping his arms around him, Josh pressed his lips to his ear and whispered. "Shhh, please, I didn't mean to make you feel this way. That's not going to happen anytime soon, and right now...I just want to hold you okay? I want to be able to have you with me before I have to leave."
Josh's voice cracked and it wasn't until then he noticed his own vision became blurry. Shit. Josh took a deep breath, calming himself down and rubbing his hand against Akira's back. "Let's go to my room. We're almost there." he said with a even softer voice. |
Akira flinched when he felt the warm arms wrapping around him but just couldn't not to react to that and relax just slightly. Hearing the voice he liked so much crack made him upset with himself. Master was leaving tomorrow and what he was doing? Making him all nervous of happy? He nodded his head and followed Josh to his room.
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Waiting until Akira nodded, Josh began walking back towards their bedroom, getting there in only a few minutes and stepping inside. As he put the books away, he began to head towards the bed while removing his shirt and pants, his eyes anywhere but on Akira until he got under the blankets and finally focused on Akira.
It was hard to choose the right words, not knowing how to make him feel better right now because he couldn't read his emotions. Instead, Josh sighed and leaned against the bed frame while asking. "Are you okay Akira? I'm sorry...again." he said softly. |
Seeing Josh taking off his clothes when they got to his bedroom he wasn't sure what to do and just stood there, his eyes on the floor. He flinched when other male spoke up suddenly. Glancing at him shyly he shook his head. 'You didn't do anything wrong, Master.' Since he got Josh so upset ealier he wasn't sure what to do and just stood next to the doors with books in his hands.
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"I just..." Josh stopped talking, deciding that he'd let that conversation go and try to make the atmosphere a little better. Seeing Akira just standing there, Josh moved the blankets aside and whispered. "Put the books with the others, then put your pyjamas on or just come to bed in your boxers, whatever you feel comfortable in. I...I just want to hold you right now, okay?" Josh asked, his eyes on Akira, holding so much emotion that it was making his heart clench tightly, needing to have him beside him, in his arms in order to make him feel better.
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His heart skipped a beat when he heard that Josh still wanted him close. Putting the books aside he quickly changed into his pyjamas and slowly got onto the bed. Though he suddenly moved quicky.. and hid his face in Josh's chest. It made him sigh softly, the feeling of other male so close making him feel warm and safe.
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Laying on his side and opening up the blanket a little more when Akira came closer, Josh wrapped his arm, along with the blanket around him and felt his own body feel instantly better from how close he was. Finally...he was able to hold him, to have him in his arms for the last little while until he had to leave.
Pressing his lips to Akira's head, Josh closed his eyes tightly and felt emotions rush over him, although he knew they'd both be fine, and that they'd communicate over text but it was still rather difficult to think about being away from him for so long. "Thank you...this is what I've been needing. Just you, nothing else." Josh whispered as his fingers ran softly through his blond hair. "Are you feeling better now?" He then asked in a hushed voice. |
Akira blushed, hearing other male saying that. It felt good.. though made him feel a bit anxious about what had happen ealier. Making other male sad was really the last thing he wanted.
"I'm sorry..", he whispered, closing his eyes and feeling his own body tensing up. |
Josh opened his eyes when he heard Akira's voice, furrowing his eyebrows for a moment and then whispering. "You don't have to be sorry, you didn't do anything wrong. I shouldn't have mentioned that so soon it was my own fault." Josh then rubbed his hand down Akira's back and towards the nape of his neck, gently brushing his fingers against it.
"You should have some tea in the morning...and maybe some of the medicine the doctor gave you before bed, if your throat is feeling bad. How's the tattoo by the way? Would you like me to put some cream on it?" Josh asked, clearly having his mindset only on Akira and nothing else. |
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