Envy blinked again and then pointed a hand to the wash room he had been in, the shower water was still running hot and heavy inside, creating steam that puffed around in the small tiled room, but the toilet was in there as well.

"So go." He smirked slightly and then stepped back into the room, mildly amused at Ed's antics.

Ed quickly rushed inside the washroom and threw himself at the toilet and was releived to relieve himself...he gave a great sigh when he finished and turned around to see Envy standing there.

Ed blushed and zipped up his pants.

"soooooo" Ed wasnt sure what he should say or do next.

Envy didn't respond initially, he just let his towel drop and walked right past Edward to step back into the shower. The curtain was open, allowing the boy full view of the sin under the hot spray.

Envy picked up a small bottle of shampoo and began to lather it into his scalp, letting his eyes half close as he worked in the softly scented bubbles. A faint hint of citrus pervaded the air as he worked his fingers over his scalp.

"So..?"

Ed had never really seen Envy this way, well he had seen him naked, but that was when he was fighting and usually trying to kill him...this...this was so differnt, his tight muscles flexing under the steamy water. his hair wet sticking to him.

Ed could feel himself tensing up, oh he longs to run his fingers across Envys ass.

He shook his head when Envy answered him, he had forgotton he had even started saying anything,

but instead of answering Ed apporached Envy and took a washcloth and ran it over the sins shoulder.

"You um missed a spot, let me get it for you." Ed said softly. he then leaned in and licked Envys shoulder with is tounge giving a deep breath at the taste.

The sin visibly tensed under Edward's touch, but he made no move to attack the boy or push him away. Slowly, Envy lowered his hands from his head, letting the water rinse out the foam from the shampoo as he looked at Edward from the corner of his eyes.

He didn't want to indulge in the fact that it was pleasant to feel such gentle strokes against his skin, he didn't want to encourage anything out of Edward that could lead to more pain but at the same time, he couldn't ignore the longing that small action ignited within him.

Not daring to speak at the moment, he carefully raised a hand, brushing his long slender fingers over Edward's right cheek, leaving a thin trail of suds on the boy's skin.

His touch was unusually gentle...usually a touch like that left a trail of blood comming from Envy.
It was this rare moment of silence and gentle touch between them, that Ed had been longing for. the Alchemist was afraid of breaking this moment, he wanted to pour his heart out to Envy, tell him how wrong he had been before to push him away. but those words were lost somewhere inside him. if only there was a way to show Envy he was sorry.

Ed slowly began to lick Envys back dipping lower and lower till he had reached the place he had wanted , his tight round ass, he fondled them gently massaging in small circlles...the hot steamy water still spraying around him.

Envy bit into his lower lip in order to suppress the moan trying to escape his throat. His eyes fell shut as Edward moved down the curve of his spine getting closer and closer until he was cupping and massaging his bottom in a way that sent sparking shivers dancing up his nerves.

The sin inhaled softly, releasing a small sigh at the touch. His back arched, pushing his hips toward Edward slightly, pressing more firmly into the alchemist's touches, welcoming them.

Ed was releaved to see that Envy was acceping his gental carreses, he had never been so sensual....at least not without a fight before. but this time was differnt, he wanted to show Envy how much he wanted him.

Ed felt the sin pushing his hips toward him and he took it as his cue, he reached one hand around and began to stroke Envys shaft as he began to stretch his tounge between the two tighting orbs and began to drag his tounge across Envys ass hole....Ed moaned as he did, the vibrations further stymulating his tounge.

This was a sacrifice to Ed, but he wanted to show Envy just how sorry he had been...and how he truly would do anything for him.

It felt so good to have Edward touching him, playing his body like a well tuned instrument. Envy felt his senses reeling, felt himself submitting and at the very last moment his mind suddenly snapped back from the pleasant haze he was drowning in, jolting him with the thought that once again he was letting the alchemist too close too quickly, he was going to make a wrong move, let the boy in and then lose all over again.

The sin reacted with expected violence, shoving Edward roughly away and moving swiftly out of the shower, he didn't even bother to turn off the water before he was out of the room. Vaguely he hoped he hadn't thrown Ed across the room when pushing him back but he couldn't take the time to go back and check. The only thing he could think about at the moment was that he needed to get some space between them..and get dressed..which he did with a quick flash of alchemic energy.

Envy hurried along down to the main sitting room on the first floor, collapsing onto one of the lush couches and lowering his head.

Ed felt himself slammed into the wall of the shower and watched as Envy stormed away. Ed let himself crumple to the floor of the shower, letting the water roll off of him, he wanted to cry, but he had shut off his tears a long time ago.

"so this is how its to be," he said to himself silently. Ed raised his head then looked around untill his eyes fell on what he was looking for, a stait edge blade.

He took it in his fingers the edge so sharp...he placed the edge against his chest and started to cut the transmutation circle into his skin. just the way he had read about during his last stay in Resembool. It was the ultimate circle, the only way for an alechemist to reach the gate, to shed his own blood with his own hands. the flash of pain felt like nothing to him compaired to the pain inside, the blood dripped off of him and pooled beneath his feet. he was almost ready to transmute himself directly inside the gate.