Alec sighed and just laid their, a single tear falling as he turned his head away from Josh.

Josh realized somebody is there, but, still a little bit high, he just mumbled.."Alec, is that you?"

Alec sighed "Yes" He said softly as he kept his eyes away from Josh. He liked the feel of sleeping close but didn't want to admit it to even himself right now since he didn't quite want to admit he was gay, and take on all the problems it came with yet since he thought he knew Josh didn't like him that way.

Josh lifted his head up a little and tried to look at Alec in the face..
"W..what's wrong? Are you crying?" he put his hands on Alec's head and turned it to take a look at his face

Alec closed his eyes and sighed "its nothing Josh, just got an eyelash in my eye" He said softly and let Josh move his face. His face warm as he blushed some.

"No..no..what's wrong?" Josh sat down next to Alec, looking directly at his face

Alec blushed some more and closed his eyes with a sigh. "Why do you always smoke that crap around me?" He said as he tried to hide the real reason