"i'm just letting you know ok relax" i said as i massaged his back

"But...what did you mean as bad as it is.... What is 'it'?" Jasper asked, relaxing into his back massage.

"well i dont know, what ever you think is to bad for me to know" i said as i bough him to the bed and continued to massage him

"I...I...there's nothing wrong...." Jasper said quietly, startin to feel guilt for lying to his fiancé.

"thats ok" i said i knew he was lying, but i found no reason to force him

Jasper turned around and cuddled his head into Chase's chest.
"Am I a horrible person?" he asked softly, knowing Chase could tell he was lying.

"hm no not really, i mean your giving a child a life, i would say that unselfish" i said as i i hugged him

Jasper sniffled and hugged Chase tightly.
"B-But I lied to the person I love. Doesn't that make me one?"

"no every one has somthing they don't want to share, youll tell me when your ready ok" i said as i hug him "look i'm not mad at you, im not worryed or upset" i said honestly

Jasper sat up when he heard the last thing Chase said. He huffed and wiped his eyes before walking out of the room. He even walked out of the rv and sat there. It was cold and he wasn't wearing much so he shivered but he didn't want to go back in yet. Chase wasn't worried or angry? He wasn't worried that what Jasper was holding in could be life threatening? Grated, him throwing up blood could be but he didn't think it was.

"hm you know its not wise to come out here in the cold with out a jacket" i said as i pulled a jacket on him "im not upset ok babe, look your doing much better now and your gonna have a child soon ok so let not worry about on lye ok" i said as i hugged him

Jasper gave the jacket back to Chase and shook his head, rejecting the hug.
"I just want to be alone." he said quietly, wanting to calm down and get his hormones under control by himself.

"ok then ill be in the bed room waiting for ya babe" i said as i went back inside

Jasper stayed outside until he could no longer feel his toes. He went inside and into the bedroom. He was shivering horrible and his teeth were chattering. His lips were blue. He went to the bathroom and drew himself a hot bath, not talking to Chase because it would be too hard to form a sentence.

i had fallen asleep as i held emily as i was asleep

Jasper took a bath and put his night gown back on before climbing into bed and falling asleep.

In the morning, his lips were still blue.

"heh drink this babe" i said as i handed him a coffee "your lips are still blue from last night" i siad as i hugged him

Jasper hugged Chase back and smiled. He didn't talk, though because his throat was raw from breathing in such cold air. He drank his coffee.

every on was awake and swimming "wanna take a dip" i asked as i held him

Jasper thought about it for a second before shaking his head. He pulled Chase close after setting his coffee aside and kissed him deeply.
"I-I'm ready to tell you." he said quietly. The guilt was eating him.

"ok then" i said as i sat down

"Well...when I got my usual morning sickness after we had gotten in the rv I...... Th-There was blood...." Jasper admitted quietly, looking down.

"hm that is bad i would recomend you just relax ok" i said as i hugged him

Jasper pouted a bit.
"I still want to have fun with everyone else. It isn't fair if I have to rest all day."

"so lets go swimming then it relaxing and fun" i said as i held him close

"I suppose we could do that. Just...please stay close?" Jasper asked softly, cuddling into his fiancé.

"sure baby" i said as i picked him up and took him into the bedroom "lets get changed" i said as i laid him on the bed

JAsper giggled and tugged his shirt collar down.
"You could have just let me walk. My legs do work." he said, kissing Chase deeply.

"but i do it out of love babe" i said before i kissed him again

Jasoer smiled and let Chase up before getting changed into a teal one peice. He put his sun glasses on his head just in case.
"Let's go!" he said happily.

"right be hind ya" i had changed before he got up and we went into the lake "nice and cool" i said as i i held him

Jasper nodded and kept his arms around Chase's shoulders.
"Very nice. I could stay in here all day." he said, looking around.

"hm me too" i said as i carried him on my back, about lunch time every on got out and i headed out with red demon to grab some pizza and came back

Jasper was sitting with Rebecca and they were discussing baby names.

Shira was listening to music and playing her DS.

Emily was laying on the couch, sucking her thumb as she slept.

when i landed i didnt shift back cause we didn't feel any danger "kay everyone lets eat and then i want to show you something" i said as i put the pizza on the table

Rebecca led Jasper to the table and they both sat down.

Shira put her DS on the charger before running to her father and hugging him.

"Jenni, dear, could you get Emily?" Rebecca asked, not wanting her daughter to miss a meal.

"yeah i got here hunny" she said as she went and got emily "here chase she needs a changed i'm gonna get them fed" she said as i changed her "there we go all nice and clean" i said as i took her out side and sat down with her on my lap

Emily smiled a bit and rested against Chase.

Rebecca helped Jenni serve the kids before serving themselves.

When everyone was situated, Jasper looked at his fiancé.
"So. What did you want to show us, darling?" he asked.

"well i wanted to know how does every one think about seeing under water life

Rebecca shrugged. She was fine with it.

Jasper smiled brightly. He had always wanted to see underwater life. Plus, he loved water!

Shira nodded. She thought it was interesting.