Akio laughed.

"God I was joking, you didn't ruin them. Well, even if they did randomly burst into flames, I'm getting the new ones. You're not buying anything."

He opened the large shower and got in. Water cascaded down.

"Sen...have I been to assertive? Is this really what you wanted to do?"

As they were under the shower. Sen stood behind him. Hearing him asking the question. He looked to the side and down. "Well...I don't know...I mean...mostly I don't do anything like this. You're...you're my first time...that I actually enjoyed." he said and blushed. Remembering something of his past that he tries to forget. "I love you Akio-san. I want to make you happy." he told him.

Akio smiled, put his hands on Sen's hips then...stopped.

"What do you mean by 'that I actually enjoyed'? I thought you said you've never done this kind of thing before..."

He lowered his hands.

"You weren't my first time. Had some girls going crazy for me. Total. Hell."

He looked really sad and scared. Not telling him it was a lie. "I-I rather not talk about it." he quietly mumbled. When he heard that he wasn't his first and that he done it with a girl. He just looked at him. He didn't looked hurt about it. "I'm sorry that your first time wasn't good." he said.

"Ok, I won't ask right now..." said Akio.

He began to wash himself, partially detaching himself from Sen, then a question came to his head.

"Was I any good Sen?"

He to was washing himself. When he was asked if he was good. Making the lad blush and nodded his head. He was good, he was really good.

"That's reassuring..." he murmured.

Akio started to rub in the shower gel, making his skin gleam in the light. His hair was wet and out of place in a sexy kind of way.

"Now that we're here Sen, you can tell me what you meant by 'first time that I actually enjoyed' then..."

Sen's face turned red when he heard that Akio wanted to know what he many by what he said moments ago. He wrapped his arms around himself and lightly trembled. "I...I rather not. Please understand." he said.

Akio tried to look understanding, but he felt sort of disappointed inside.

"Ok. If you say so. I already have a vague idea of what it was mind."

There was an awkward silence between them. Akio looked up occasionally, but nothing much else happened. He carried on washing.

"I love you, you know that..."

He felt bad for not telling him, but he was ashamed to say anything. Then when he said that he loved him. he looked down and sighed. "It happened a year after my mother passed away. My father lost his job and fell into depression. He drank a lot and one day..." he stopped to catch his breath. "He invited a friend of his over..he..he paid my father...to...to..." he stopped again and whimpered. His tears were hidden in the shower as the water fell onto him.