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Akira listened to everything that was said and then he needed to think for a bit. 'I don't know really.. It's like there are those thoughts in my head.. saying I shouldn't be here.. that it's not my place.. and then I fear that I would fail to be worthy enough for being with Mas.. Josh.. and people will laugh at him while looking at who he chose..' There was more of what Akira thought but his hand started to shake badly so it was unreadable. When he finished he let out a shaky breath and rubbed one of his eyes. Now he looked like a small, scared puppy being put in a clothes of a man.
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Sangre respectably listened to whatever Akira was writing to him, watching and feeling rather sorry for the young man. It was evident that even as Josh was speaking with Christine, he himself kept looking over, Sangre having to give him a few gestures to show it was going okay.
Although as Akira had finished, Sangre saw how he rubbed his eye and shook, knowing he was having a lot of things rushing through him at the moment. Sangre took one of Akira's hands, firmly squeezing it and looking down at him. "I'm not going to lie to you Akira. It'll be difficult, to be put into this life with Josh. But he is adorned by many, and most of all he is loved by you. No matter what happens he'll stay at your side, and I have a good feeling that others will like you as well." Sangre took a deep breath, thinking to himself before he began to mutter. "Once you love someone, that feeling doesn't completely leave. Josh will never let you go Akira, no matter what happens. Trust me. He's been so worried about you these past few days, he missed you a lot…" Sangre said with a small smile, remembering the texts asking how Akira was, and making sure he was getting his meals each day on time. |
Akira's eyes were on the floor, almost as if glued to it. Even when his hand was squeezed. When he heard everything he stayed 'quiet' for few moments. 'Wouldn't he be... disappointed if I would fail..?' The young male remembered what Josh said ealier.. but he still wasn't convinced since it somehow seemed unblieveable why his boyfriend wouldn't be.
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Sangre shook his head, realizing Akira couldn't see, so he spoke instead. "Josh would never be disappointed in you." Sangre answered honestly. "You've had moments in the past where you failed Josh haven't you? And if you have, did he ever tell you he was upset, or disappointed?" Sangre wondered, wanting to know if it's something that the Prince had done before, or if it was just something on Akira's mind.
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Akira shook his head at the question and rised his head up, looking at Sangre anxiously. 'But it was different.. Now.. it's.. very important, right?'
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Sangre looked into those eyes before him before smiling, his head shaking slowly. "There isn't a difference Akira. If you failed to get him a drink, it would be the same as if you failed to show up to a huge, important event. And you know why that is?" Sangre said, although answering before Akira had to ask why. "Because to Josh, a mistake that you make is never more important than you yourself. If you fail to do something for him, all he cares about is you. So…the end result wouldn't matter, as long as you're safe and healthy." Sangre smiled as he looked over at Josh.
"See that man over there." The chef whispered, seeing as the young Master was anxiously pulling at his shirt, fixing it up when it was completely perfect already. "He loves you. And right now all he cares about is you, I bet you right now his mind is racing, hoping you're okay, because of how much he cares about you. That means more to him then any mistake you can make." Sangre ended, smiling as Josh glanced over at them momentarily. |
He turned around and saw and smiled softly at what Sangre said. There was no doubt he was right. Nodding his head he looked back at the cook, calming down. 'I understand.. Thank you, Sangre. And sorry to bother you.. again..' Now Akira was ashamed of all those bad thoughts and fears that he let to overwhelm him so easily. He should believe more in other other male.. and himself as well.
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Sangre smiled, trying to show there was nothing wrong with what was said between the two. "It's my pleasure to help, and don't worry about it. I'm always here when you need me." Sangre smiled and put his hand on Akira's back, carefully nudging him forward.
"Go. Be with Josh." Sangre insisted, wondering if Akira would go over even with Christine at his side. |
Akira blinked as he was pushed forward.. and somehow ended up near the other male, his boyfriend. When he realised that his cheeks flushed as he looked down, all shy all of a sudden. Especially since there was Josh's aunt so close. He must look so stupid, aproaching them like that...
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Josh was about to speak but stopped when he saw Akira. A hesitant smile crossed his face, and just before he could do anything, Christine spoke first.
"I think it's my turn to help cook. Thanks for talking with me Josh. I'll help with your work if you'd like." Christine nodded in Akira's direction as she then went to the chef to see how the food was doing, getting ready to plate it. Josh stayed silent for a few seconds before he stepped forward, closer to his boyfriend. "Akira?" He whispered, putting his arm out and wrapping it slowly around his body, not knowing if he felt better than earlier or not. In fact he was a little nervous to act on impulse and just wrap his arms around Akira, instead he kept it safe and simply waited to see if his boyfriend looked better compared to earlier. |
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