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Akira calmed down entirely. Yes.. that made sense in his mind. He then smiled shyly, now fear in his eyes for now.
"So.. it would just show I love you?", he asked, being quite naive about other's explanation. |
Josh smiled, looking down into Akira's eyes and tilting his head, trying to think of how to reply to that. "If you enjoy it too, along with me, then yes. It's a form of love." Josh agreed. He didn't want Akira to think that he had to do this in order to show they loved one another. Only of course if he wanted to.
Taking a few moments, Josh's eyes travelled downward, his fingers finding their way back to Akira's pants as he pulled them down finally, this time he didn't stop. "You never have to do something you're afraid of, or you don't want to do. But that doesn't mean you should try new things." Josh said once more as the pants and boxers slipped past his thighs, exposing his arousal completely now, and Josh couldn't stop himself from starring. |
Akira was still quite confused. He didn't know what to do or how to act. It was a hard thing to understand for him. He wanted more but he was still quite scared. Only because Josh said he wanted him to say what he felt he spoke up.
"I'm scared", he said softly, his voice trembling. |
Josh took a moment, leaving Akira's pants at his thighs and focusing on his boyfriend for the time being, before doing anything else. "That's fine if you're scared, that's natural for something new. How about we take it slow, and if you really don't want to do it then we stop. Is that okay?" Josh asked, trailing his hands up and down Akira's sides, up to his neck so he could softly rub against his skin, his eyes locked with the beautiful ones below him.
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"I... I don't understand...", he said softly, not sure about anything.
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Josh took a deep breath, deciding to use actions instead of words. Kissing Akira softly, he stopped everything and laid down beside him, removing his own shirt and smiling happily as he reached his arms above his head, stretching and sighing deeply.
"I'll show you what I mean then." Josh took one of Akira's hands, placing it on his own chest and looking into his eyes. "Does this scare you?" he asked as he dragged Akira's hand up and down his stomach and chest, a chill running down his spine as he did. |
Thinking about it for few moments he shook his head. No.. there wasn't any fear. It all wasso odd.. different.. Akira wasn't really sure how to answer or react..
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Seeing Akira nod his head, Josh then took it a step further, bringing Akira's hand down to his abdomen, at the edge of his pants, very close to the obvious bulge tenting beneath it.
"How about now?" Josh whispered, his eyes on his boyfriend, trying to spot any sign of fear in his gaze. |
"I.. I don't know", gasped out Akira, not really sure what was happening.
It was making him all bothered. He wasn't sure what was happening. But still with those eyes on him he felt special. How could he refuse? |
Once Akira answered, Josh paused, not moving down anymore but simply allowing his hand to linger on his own abdomen along his pants. "My body won't hurt you, I won't hurt you either Akira." Josh said, looking at Akira for a little while longer and taking his hand firmly. After a few more seconds, the older male released his hold of Akira's hand, allowing him to do whatever he chose to do.
"Take them off Akira." Josh whispered in a non-forceful tone of voice, looking at his boyfriend to see if he'd follow through or not, no matter how uncomfortable he was. |
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