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"I... I don't know..", he said quickly.
Way too quickly while even his ears were red. His heart was beating so quickly.. And the way other's warmth was going through his body. It was all around him. |
Josh brought his hand from Akira's hair to his neck, feeling his pulse and noticing it was faster than usual. For a moment he wasn't sure if he should be concerned, but then as he saw Akira blushing, he smiled softly and chuckled beneath his breath.
"I love you too." Josh whispered, knowing Akira wouldn't understand, but it was obvious that even though he wasn't able to easily express it, Josh knew that Akira had the same feelings as he himself. Love for one another. |
Akira blinked few times reapetedly and then frowned. What did it mean? fter all he didn't say anything about love. Did he show something.
"I... feel confused", he said and it showed just how much Akira changed since the time he was brought to this mansion. So far there was no way he would be so open with his feelings and talking about without even noticing it. |
"Confused?" Josh asked, running his hand across Akira's skin and smiling softly. "You're feeling an emotion right now, right?" He asked, not knowing exactly so he was hoping that maybe his boyfriend could tell him. If Akira wasn't comfortable yet then Josh knew he'd have to just let him think about it, and maybe eventually he'd tell him what was on his mind.
"If you want to ask anything, or tell me anything, you can Akira." Josh whispered. |
Akira felt his body going all cold and then shrugged, something he would never do not really long ago.
"I........ don't understand, I'm sorry", he muttered, checking out if the other male was angry or not. |
Nodding his head in understanding, Josh squeezed his arms around Akira a little more and smiled. "That's fine. There's no reason to understand it…I'll be here." Josh whispered near his lovers ear, holding him in his arms in the place that he now had as his own.
Instead of saying anything else, Josh simply pointed to the wall, showing a few frames with drawings already inside, a few being blank, so Akira could draw his own for that. "Those drawings are the ones you had done for the idea for the tattoo's, remember? One of the first times I saw your drawings. I thought it was special enough to put onto the wall." Josh said softly near Akira's ear. |
When he heard the other male he looked at the walls and felt a bit lost. His mind was quite lost in all the thoughts that were there. He looked up qestioningly.
"Why.. is it there?", he asked, shaking his head and looking on the drawings of Josh when tried to draught for the first time. |
Almost as though he was surprised by that answer, Josh smiled softly and looked at Akira, his eyebrows lifted. "Why wouldn't I? It's special. A drawing you had done when I was first with you, it has a lot of meaning to it." Josh said softly, running his fingers along Akira's neck, towards the back and then towards his hair, glancing back over at the drawings that rested on the wall. "I'd hope if you did any artwork you would allow me to put more up." Josh said with a soft smile.
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Akira wanted to protest first, saying it's not important enough to be there but he then remembered it was supposed to be his own room. His and Josh's room, done only for them. A place only they could enter. Together. And him drawing was a big change in his life. Now that he thought about it he, when drawing, felt similar to the way he felt in Josh's arms, really, really calm. But there was something else. Something more.
"Okay..", he said simply and nuzzled his face into his boyfriend chest. |
Hearing no retaliation, and feeling Akira nuzzle against his chest, Josh felt incredibly at ease. It was calm, peaceful, especially compared to earlier. And despite knowing they'd have to leave the room at some point, it was nice to cherish the moment now, something unforgettable for Josh.
Glancing at the time, it was nice to see the tutor wouldn't be coming over yet, at least not until later on. They had a few more hours and Josh was hopeful that Christine wouldn't attempt to bother them, even if her intentions were forgiveness, he had told her to stay away, at least until the evening. With his mind deep in thought, Josh looked over at the window, his fingers slowly brushing through Akira's hair, feeling the back of his neck along his tattoo, before returning to his head where he played with a few strands of his hair once more. |
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