"Oh no. I love it. Just fucking so hard before it is insane. I'm walking much in the archive and have some.. hard jobs from time to time.. so making my back so weak.. But you wouldn't understand it all without being a bottom", he said with a soft smile. "You know... when you were doing the bed... it was really nice."
After saying that he sat on the bed and when Cresil was laying on it he got closer. He stroked strong arm with his pale fingers, looking up.
"I'm almost scared... Say... If I... told you.. not now.. let's say in three months from now... if we would be still together... that I love you... would you freak out?", he asked. "I'm just... curious.. so don't freak out now.."
Aoki felt like going to sleep but somehow... he needed to ask about it. He wanted to know.

“Couldn’t imagine.” Cresil said a second later. His job wasn’t that labor intensive mentally, more physically although he was lucky enough to handle it without much of a problem.
Placing his hands behind his head, Cresil looked at Aoki, the familiar, yet calming sensation of his boyfriend’s touch got his attention instantly.
At first, Aoki’s words caught Cresil off guard, making him furrow his eyebrows and look nearly upset, but he calmed down and took a deep breath. He wasn’t saying he loved him yet, which he was thankful for, but there could be a day when it happens.
“This sounds cliché, but I don’t see myself deserving of love. Even if you loved me, I couldn’t promise the same feelings in return.” Closing his eyes, Cresil shook his head and mumbled. “But I wouldn’t be mad…don’t be scared.” Opening his light blue eyes, the demon looked up at the ceiling and thought about it for another moment.
“Never know. I can’t tell you what’ll happen in the future but whatever happens I’ll be here. And yeah I might freak out but I don’t know…” Cresil frowned slightly at the thought before sighing. “If it happens it happens. And since I have some sort of feelings for you right now…. I’m not freaking out. It‘s rather shocking, I know.” Cresil finally smiled once more and leaned up to kiss Aoki. “But right now, you should sleep. You’ll need it for tomorrow.”

Okay. All that Cresil said wasn't really backing off. It was good enough. Aoki wasn't sure how it would look like but at the same time he could be sure Cresil would think about it before freaking out. It was good enough. Him telling Aoki to not worry before the time was good too. After all... well he thought about it but he understood that it was too early to say anything. Not saying anything more he just wrapped his arms around Cresil's chest and fell asleep.

The next day he groaned hearing his alarm clock. And it was so irritating that he couldn't simply ignore it. When he stood up his back hurt a little but he was able to walk. Soon he was ready for work and nudged Cresil lightly on the arm to wake him up.

Cresil had waited for his boyfriend to sleep, his arm around him before he himself did the same. It wasn’t until morning when he found himself incredibly cranky, wanting to just stay in bed and go back to sleep.
“Fuck.” Cresil groaned in annoyance, opening his eyes slowly at the sensation of Aoki’s nudge and also the alarm clock.
“I’m up.” He sighed, sitting up slowly and rolling his neck and shoulders, feeling his body a bit strained from all that sex yesterday but he was fine overall. Standing up with a big stretch Cresil looked around and swore under his breath.
“I forgot to bring spare clothes…shit.” Looking at Aoki, Cresil couldn’t help but to chuckle, both of them going to work, not looking the best as they do. It was kind of cute. “How you feeling babe?” he mumbled.

"Quite good. And I got your clothes into the washing machine and a dryer. You should be grateful to have such nice boyfriend", he said and kissed Cresil on the forehead. "And the breakfast is ready too. Though do not assume it would be like that always. But... good morn'."
After saying that he kissed Cresil and smiled. Good thing he woke up with the second alarm clock. It wasn't like he wanted to see Cresil all grumpy because he woke him up. Stroking his head a little he sighed.
"Come on. We need to get up.."

“Thinking ahead of time hm.” Cresil smiled and nodded. “Yes, amazing boyfriend. Morning to you too” the demon chuckled. It was a pleasant surprise to hear breakfast was ready too, making the man shake his head and hum. “I need you to live in my house.” he joked.
Despite his attitude shifting completely, Cresil wasn’t as grumpy, he might show it in work but right now he couldn’t keep a serious face with Aoki here. “Yeah, let’s get ready.” he let out a deep breath, getting up and walking over to Aoki’s side to kiss his lips again, chuckle and head towards the door.

"I doubt you could place all my books in your house", chuckled Aoki and stood up.
While Cresil was under the shower he placed his clothes on the stool, before the doors and put their food on the plates. After that he made the herbal mixture to add them both some energy for upcoming day. He knew there would be some work and that they would need that.
"Welcome back. Sorry tis just scrambled eggs and bacon but don't want to make dinner for breakfast", he said with a smile. "Hope it would fill.. even if a little."

"Of course. Need my boyfriend strong an ready, hm?", he said and then hit Cresil's head. "Don't eat so fast. It's bad for your stomach. We have enough time to eat slowly. Don't want you to get your stomach upset."
Smiling he stood up and made for them both a tea. When it was ready he finished it as well as his food. Then he started to clean up.
"Do you think you can eat in work today? Because I made some food for you but I'm not sure if it's good to give it to you to take to work..."

Humming in contentment when Aoki said that, he then flinched and slowed down right away when he felt that hit on his head. Glaring at his partner and rolling his eyes, Cresil sat up straight and was now eating slower than before.
Cresil just let out a soft sigh and mumbled sarcastically. “Yes husband.”
Drinking the warm tea and eating his food as well, Cresil was satisfied as he leaned on the counter as always and rubbed his stomach over his shirt.

Looking at Aoki, Cresil couldn’t stop from smiling when he heard that he made him lunch. “Oh for sure you’re like my husband now.” he teased before nodding. “I get a bit of time to eat, ten minutes or so if it’s a busy day but yeah, I can eat while I’m doing paperwork.” Cresil said while standing up and walking to his boyfriend. “Thanks. I really mean it.” he muttered and leaned down, kissing Aoki’s lips softly and touching his hips. “You’re way too nice to me sometimes.” he ended with a chuckle.