Ugh, I've had this giant crush on this super hot nice kid at my school, same grade as me. He's like... irrefutably straight it seems. Made me feel like it was a waste of a year crushing on him. But I've never asked him directly, don't have the guts for it >_<

I was in love with a childhood friend, and the only reason I say it was love is because these feelings lasted for years. Unfortunately due to who I am, how I am, etc. I could never be with her but I've gotten over it because I realized how much about her I hate. :D

i think it is finally happening for me now...
never thought that would be possible...

how wrong i was...

Well , I think most of those who are gay often fall in love with heteros.
And if theres a hetero who might be gay, I'm even to shy to ask "how are you?"

It happened to me two months ago, i felt in love with a handsome guy, who was extra nice with me and i felt tha's went on between me and him (Tall, green eyes, blond hair like a surfer, pecs and abs, and really handsome, with a big package [He sleeps in underwear]) and i decided to tell him what i was feeling for him, all that for him to answer me that he was straight and he was dating a girl for one day ! Poor me. I still a little bit love him. T_T"

I think I'm pretty lucky... I've yet to be attracted to anyone (or am I unlucky?!). I realised that my "crushes" have been nothing but admiration for certain guys.

In general, i love straight guys. Poor me ! T_T

I really like a guy in my grade, cute, funny, fun to be around, we've been "friends" since 7th grade, we know each other and have fun when we're together in a class but don't hang out outside of school and what not. He doesn't seem 100% straight, but I'm not sure, he's also a water polo/volleyball player so he has a GREAT body, no body fat at all, 6 pac, but still lean and not overly muscular, doubt I'll ever do anything about it, I was actually considering to apply to the same colleges as him and basing my choice off of where he went. Dumb idea right? Realized that before turning in apps but I'll definitely miss him once we part ways at the end of this year :(

@axysses: same here, you just cant call that love i guess. eheh

yup, i have and still do, 'til this day.
the best part about it is it doesn't hurt me, as long as i'm by his side.


.. of course i'm talking about my bestfriend! what closeted/bi curious guy doesn't crush on their uber straight male bestfriend xD at least we were comfortable enough for me to see him in the nude ;3 hehehe ^_^

i'd love to play "just the tip" with him lol, but it's wayyy too risky. if i lose him, especially to something like that, i'd be torn.