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When master said to look he walked to the telescope and looked through it. He sighed in awe when he saw the star other male was talking about. It was so beatiful. Looking back at master he asked. 'Why would you like them to be green, Master? All others colors are beatiful too.' Akira was curious actually why it was the pity there weren't any green ones. Did he like that color very much?
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Josh watched as Akira looked through the telescope, glad that he was enjoying it since it was something he liked greatly. When Akira asked him that question, Josh took a moment to look out the window, starring at the stars from afar before glancing back at Akira once he knew how to word what was on his mind.
“I’m growing a liking to the colour green, it’s just a shame there aren’t any stars of that colour.” Josh looked into Akira’s eyes and smiled. “I think it’s because ever since I met you I started to like it more and more. The colour just reminds me of your beautiful eyes.” Josh stated directly. |
Akira was waiting for the answer, looking for few moments just where master was looking only to shift his gaze back to the man standing next to him. Though when he heard the answer he blinked few times and then blushed. He looked on the floor and then back at master. 'Are they really that beatiful, Master? I mean.. since you showed me myself in the mirror I looked few times in it too.. but I just don't seem to see like myself you do.. I don't think I'm ugly anymore.. but beatiful..' Akira paused not knowing how to say about it. There was, as always, this doubt in him.. for how other saw him.. and how he was doing his job..
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Keeping his eyes on Akira, Josh read everything he wrote, smiling from what he had just written since it was a lot more optimistic then before. “Yes, they’re gorgeous. I’m glad you’re not as self-conscious about yourself anymore.”
Josh took a step closer to Akira, glancing out the window for a moment and whispering as his eyes moved back to look into the green ones in front of him. “The beauty of the stars nearly reflect upon you…by night I can’t help but to look out my window but while the sun is out it’s like you’re my stars and sky.” Josh smiled, cupping Akira’s cheek with his hand and letting out a soft chuckle. “Look at me, I sound like I’m hypnotized by you.” Josh sighed, looking back outside to gaze back at the stars. |
The way master was talking about him and his eyes.. it was like poetry. It made Akira's small heart beating madly. He gulped and looked at others male lips. Sangre said it was okay to kiss master if he felt like it. Not as servant but as Akira. And now he felt he wanted to do it.. and in another second he got on his toes and kissed masters lips. It was more like a peck but.. it was undeniable a kiss. His heart was beating so loudly that it was almost like the world consisted from beating of his heart. Extremely tensed up he looked on the floor hoping Sangre was right and master wouldn't get upset with what he had done.
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Josh’s eyes that were focused out the window on the sky moved back to Akira. He noticed he was thinking, momentarily he wondered if he should ask, or speak, but he didn’t. Instead he allowed himself to look into his green eyes and what Akira did next astounded him.
Just as Akira went on the tips his toes, Josh closed his eyes for just a second, kissing very chastely back. When he opened his eyes, Josh saw the other males eyes downcast. Josh was disappointed that he couldn’t look into his eyes after such a special moment between them. Putting his hand to Akira’s chin, Josh slowly lifted it up, looking into his green eyes and smiling as he whispered. “Thank you Akira….that meant a lot to me.” he whispered, moving the hand on his face to gently trail to his neck. “You mean a lot to me.” He whispered under his breath with a soft smile. “Are you tired at all?” Josh then asked as his thumb brushed up against Akira’s cheek. |
He flinched when he felt warm hand touching his chin but relaxed a bit seeing master smile and hearing thanking him. He meant a lot to the other man? But why..? Though it was hard to think with master looking him straight into the eyes while touching his cheek. He shook his head at the question. After all he slept a bit ealier. And now.. now was like those maroon eyes trapped his green and there was no way for Akira to look away or even move.
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Josh noticed him shake his head, making the man part his lips, still looking into Akira’s eyes as he did. “May I kiss you ?” He then asked simply, his hand staying along his neck, rubbing along it softly, brushing his fingers against the tattoo Akira had on his neck.
Josh wondered what the men was thinking in front of him. All of his emotions were in his head, unable to express them with words although he could with his actions, and Josh knew that. Maybe, just possibly when him and Akira did anything physical, it was one of the ways Akira could really show and give himself to someone emotionally. |
Hearing masters question he nodded slowly. That would be nice to feel others warm lips against his. After all he remembered quite well it was really pleasureable last time master showed him. He was curious if Josh would show him the other way of kissing, just like he told him in the greenery.
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Just as Akira nodded his head, Josh felt his breathing slightly falter. He wasn’t sure why, but this felt so different compared to the kiss earlier. They were in his room, next a window which showcased beautiful stars in the sky. It was quixotic.
Instead of doing it and not informing Akira about what was going on, Josh decided to tell him what he was about to do. What Sangre said made him stop from doing anything without explaining. “This kiss won’t be like the other ones though Akira.” Josh traced his fingers against the other mans neck a bit more, watching his own movements as he did. “It’ll be a few seconds longer, I’ll move my lips slowly and if you can, you can try mimicking me. Don’t worry if you think you can’t do it at first, just try. Understand?” Josh asked, knowing he might be a bit anxious about it but he knew he’d become calmer once they finally tried it. |
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