Jay bit his neck lightly.

Hikaru couldn't help but after he felt that he let out such a loud moan that it was dangerously loud that it was a very high chance that someone else had heard it too like the neighborhood well sometimes Hikaru was so loud when they had sex but that was because he was enjoying it so much with Jay that he can't help it. His muscles tightened around his twin's cock as he already shoot his cum.

"Shut up!" Jay hissed, clamping a hand over his mouth as he fucked him.

Hikaru was surprised when Jay said that and was clamping a hand over his mouth, even if he knew that it was his brother he couldn't help it but to start to find this scary well it was more because that Jay had put a hand over his mouth, and Hikaru had some bad experience in the past that Jay also knew about but probably had forget. This time Hikaru was silent not saying anything but he was also not so very aroused anymore as before.

Jay pulled his hand down. "Oh, shit, sorry, I forgot..."

Hikaru swallowed and shrugs softly though the goosebumps were visible on his body, ".i...i..it's fine.. " he whispers softly and took in a deep breath trying to calm down from it " u..um let's just try to c..continue and f..forget about it for now, a..alright?" he asked softly, he hated himself for it that he was still scared about what happened in the past, he was ruining the fun for his twin brother Jay like this, but he just can't help it and he felt very guilty about it to ruin their mood like that with something that happened many years ago.

Jay stopped and hugged him close.

Hikaru snuggles close against Jay and closed his eyes, when the tears left his eyes he started to shiver a bit, " i..i'm sorry... for ruining it.." he whispers softly, he liked the warm feeling from Jay's arms around him and the scent that was coming from Jay's body, it made him feel safe but still he was not able to forget about it, it's like a scar on his life, that would never leave his mind. Well even if Hikaru didn't wanted to admit it, he was not ready to continue their sex right now, maybe later today like tonight, and probably Jay had noticed that too since his twin brother had stopped and hugged him.

"No, no... I'm sorry... I'm a monster..."

Hikaru looked at his twin brother and shook his head, " your ...your not a monster... " he whispers softly and licked and sucked on Jay's right nipple, though he was not sure why but it made him more calmer and soon closed his eyes as he had fallen asleep, laying with his face against Jay's chest.