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Akira looked at them both and then nodded. 'Stay here.. I will run.. and then you could be longer with Miss Harumi.' He was really scared but.. he knew there was just much more important things than him and his fear. Gulping a bit he looked at the door to greenery.. And as heard the other things they made his a bit scared too. But he knew what he needed to do.. and being scared wasn't an option this time..
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Sangre looked at Akira, his eyes widening only slightly when he wrote that. “Akira, you don’t have to do that.” he furrowed his eyebrows in concern once again. Knowing how scared he was to even come to the greenery alone, would be even find his way back to Josh’s office?
Harumi grasped onto Sangre’s arm and looked at him with her slightly pink eyes that were caused by the tears she cried earlier. “He can do it Sangre.” she whispered and looked at Akira, giving him a one armed hug. “I…thank you again Akira. You can do it I know you can.” She whispered and let go, both her and Sangre keeping a close eye on him though, obviously concerned. “Be careful Akira.” Sangre then whispered with a very faltering smile. |
Akira nodded and run out of there. As he soon realised he bumped into masters doors. He curled up and just sat there too scared to do anything. His heart so loudly and he was just.. amazed he was able to run such a long distance. Trying to calm himself he checked if he had both lists. Yes. They were there. Shivering all over he just sat there.
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Josh was just finishing up his own personal lists until he heard a sound against his door. Looking up, he stood up from his desk and hoped it was Akira. He was beginning to worry, so little time had passed but for him it felt like hours.
Once he opened the door, Josh felt his heart nearly stop at the sight of Akira. He looked scared and since he was traveling through the halls alone it made sense why. Josh kneeled down in front of Akira, wrapping his arms around him and running his hand through the younger males hair. “Akira.” Josh whispered and kissed his head while creasing his brow. “It’s okay, shh calm down.” he whispered. |
As he heard the doors open he tensed up even more.. but then there was masters voice and his lips. Trembling he slowly calmed down. Before he was able to stop himself he wrapped his thin arms around Josh. At last he calmed down and looked at master. Then he kissed him, blushing when he realised what he had done. Gripping the lists still in his hand he just sat there, not knowing what to do.
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Josh was attentive to what Akira was dong, waiting for him to calm down and ensuring his breathing wasn’t too hurried. Once he felt Akira’s arms around him, Josh kept his own rested upon the younger males hips, gently rubbing his fingers against his skin before feeling that gentle kiss.
Josh returned the kind gesture before looking into those green eyes in front of his and looking down at the papers in his hand. Taking it gently, Josh read them both before looking back into Akira’s eyes and brushing one of his fingers along his cheeks. After a second more of silence, Josh frowned and looked clearly concerned. “You were crying. What happened Akira? Did anyone hurt you?” he asked as calmly as he could. |
He shook his head. 'I was just running through the corridor and it was really scary.. But..' He rubbed his eyes and looked at Josh with the serious look on his face. '..I must to talk with you. But.. can you please not get angry at me.. I know I'm no one to change your decision.. but I must tell you this.. Please?' Akira looked at Josh pleadingly with those green, innocent eyes. There was only hope in his heart master would want to hear him out.
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Once Akira mentioned that he needed to say something, Josh slowly nodded and looked around the hall. They needed to go inside his room, just in case it was something others shouldn’t hear.
Picking Akira up gently, Josh went to his bedroom and placed him on his bed, closing the door and joining him, sitting close so he could look into those mesmerizing eyes. How could he get mad at him with that look on his face? “I promise I wont get mad at you.” Josh swore while grasping onto one of Akira’s hands. “What is it?” he asked. |
Akira slowly nodded and then he started to write about what Harumi said and how much it costed Sangre to hear it. How much they seemed to care for each other. And Akira was good with the writing so it just was really.. moving. Then he looked at master. 'I know I'm no one to say Master what he should do.. and I know from history that such marriages are needed.. but I'm worried about you Master. Isn't there any.. calmer woman..? I'm sorry.. don't be angry, Master. I just want you.. to be happy.'
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While Josh was reading what Akira was writing, at first he couldn’t believe it. Elizabeth treating Harumi like that? Josh knew the gardener before being introduced to Elizabeth, so knowing she was being treated so horribly made him extremely upset. Harumi was like a younger sister to him, how could someone hurt her?
Josh then closed his eyes when Akira finished. How could he stop the marriage? This wasn’t something that happened. Not only is Elizabeth a total psychopath, but Josh is gay, he can’t even choose a woman because he isn’t interested in them sexually. Starting a lineage would be almost impossible for him. With thoughts swarming in his mind, Josh put his hand to his forehead, stressed out even more than before. “How the hell could she do that without me noticing?” He whispered angrily, trying not to yell since he knew it would scare Akira. “I’m not upset at you, I’m just pissed off that I’m being forced into something I don’t want. I don’t want Elizabeth, shit I much rather have someone at my side that I want, that I care for….fuck, why couldn’t I marry a man like you?” Josh closed his eyes tightly, his anger slowly turning into despondency. “Just…fuck.” Josh whispered shakily while placing both of his hands to his face. After a few seconds, Josh muttered very quietly under his breath. “Thank you…for telling me.” |
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