Obsessive (For ShikamaruNara)
 

Yuri Sato was in his math class, hardly listening to the lessons being given. He didn't really need them anyway, despite the teacher expressing their 'importance'. There was something else more 'important' on his mind though. Something that made both excited and content. It was the thought of that boy named Mitsuko. He was also in the same class, and Yuri couldn't help but stare at him and steal little glances whenever he wasn't staring. He couldn't keep his eyes off of the other boy. Well, he could, but in a few seconds he'd find himself staring at Mitsuko again.

It was needless to say that Yuri was completely obsessed. This boy had brought out a side of himself that he didn't think would ever come out again. But due to a kind act Mitsuko had made, which he probably didn't even remember, Yuri just couldn't keep his mind away from him. His want towards him was so strong that it was almost a need.

Mitsuko Izumi would sigh as he kept writing stuff down, of course it wasn't notes, but in fact he was using this class time to do the homework so he wouldn't have to do at home. Althought he wasn't considered a nerd, he liked to get stuff done so he had more free time in his life for stuff he found more important. Mitsuko was heavily into music, raves, and one time he even volunterred as a DJ at club, which he enjoyed greatly. Mitsuko however grew a bit paranoid, he kept feeling like someone was watching him, at first he didn't really pay any mind, but lately it had gotten more and more creepy. One time Mitsuko felt he was being watched 24/7 and he didn't like it, but he kept trying to ignore it and think about something else.

Mitsuko rubbed the back of his neck, he felt it again, he felt he was being looked at, as soon as he turned his head around he saw everyone looking at their text book or taking down notes, and the ever popular staring off into space. Mitsuko shook his head as he finished up his homework when he felt it again, he ignored it though, he knew his friends would tell him if someone was staring at him in any weird creeper way.

He tried to stop himself so he could be able to concentrate on his work, but alas it was useless. He couldn't pry his eyes off. So he continued on like that for the rest of the class, stealing glances and setting his gaze upon Mitsuko. He wanted that boy so badly it hurt. Perhaps he doesn't even know of my existence.. and he will not even consider me, he thought to himself sadly near the end of class. No, he could not be thinking about such a thing. He needed to try hard to get exactly what he wanted, even if it took him his sanity.

Yuri knew he would do just about anything. He was not the kind of person who would give up so easily. He just had to think of a plan to get Mitsuko beside him. And it seemed the only thing that would work out was the very thing he was doing at the moment.. He knew that he would have to stalk Mitsuko. It didn't come to Yuri to think that that type of behavior was disgusting. He was almost desperate at that moment, so much that any little plan sounded like a wonder to him. The only problem would be going through with it.

Mitsuko would sigh as he finished his work, looking up at the clock he saw there was still ten more minutes in the class, he grabbed his bag and put his homework in his binder and put everything away except his text book, he didn't want to look like he was slacking off. Mitsuko sighed as he looked blankly at his text book, he slumped over a bit and hid his head, he kept feeling like he was being watched, it was irritating not knowing who was staring at him. He sighed, looking up at the clock, one more minute, he said to himself, he knew whatever it was was in the room, once he left maybe it might go away and leave him alone.

Mitsuko blinked as he watched the clock count down, he shoved his text book into his bag and smiled as class was over and the bell rang, he quickly got up and slung his bag over his shoulder and left the class room. Mitsuko relaxed as he walked down the hall, he felt better, much better then before, he walked out of the school building and suddenly felt it again. Mitsuko sighed, but he never felt watched when he was home before, so he knew this would soon be all over and he can relax.

The rest of that class dragged on so slowly that Yuri found that he could barely bare it. During the last minutes of class was when he realized exactly what he'd have to do to finally grab Mitsuko's attention. Right before the end of class, he grabbed a post it note from his backpack and wrote a few words on it. They didn't seem too out of it to him, but to any normal person the words written on there would seem a bit strange. But it didn't matter to Yuri. Having anything was better than nothing at that point. Finally the class ended and though Yuri was one of the first out of the classroom, he was one of the last out of the hallway. During that time, his gaze always landed on the same boy, no matter where he was.

Once everyone was gone, he turned around suspiciously and cautiously, trying to make sure that no one was there watching him. Once he felt that the coast was clear, Yuri rushed over to where Mitsuko's locker was and stuck the note on the cold surface. Then he scurried away before he would be caught or questioned, even both. The post it note that was put n the locker read "Come to the supply room during lunch break. I have something special for you."

Mitsuko sighed as he went back inside of the building, he usually left for home having taken all his needed classes, but he wanted to squeeze in one more class and go to lunch, free lunch was always a good deal. Mitsuko walked up to his locked and put in the combination, he then looked up and saw the note, his eyes scanned the words and he removed it before thinking, "Supply room? Something special?" he said to himself aloud. Mitsuko was a bit nervous, but he also smiled, he never had gotten a note from an unknown person before, he flipped the note hoping to find a name, but there was nothing, he didn't even recognize the handwriting. Mitsuko would frown a bit once more before shrugging, "Maybe it's a secret admirer... I never had one before, but they tend to do this kind of stuff in movies.." he said to himself once more.

Mitsuko sighed as he went into the next class after retrieving his book, during the class he kept reading the note over and over until the class was over and it was time for lunch. Mitsuko bit his bottom lip as he left the class last, he waited for everyone to be at lunch before sneaking off to the supply closet. Mitsuko would sigh, he didn't know if he should knock? Should he just go in? Or should he just forget it? Mitsuko would grumble a bit before opening the door and going inside, the door closing behind him it was difficult to see, suddenly a new thought formed, "What if this is all a prank?" he thought, that hit him low, his self esteem would be severely damaged if this was a prank.

Yuri became very impatient as he waited for his next class to end. His heart beat like crazy once it had finished, and he was one of the first out of the room. He was also one of the only people who was in the halls to get something from their lockers for the next period. He muttered soft swears as he looked desperately through his locker, which was small but very cramped. Once he finally found what he was looking for, he took it out and slammed the locker shut. Then he rushed down the hallway, a big bouquet of roses in his hands. A tag on the roses read "forever and ever". It was in Yuri's handwriting, but he had not signed it with his name. He had decided not to do so.

When he reached the door to the supply room, he felt his heart stop. Yuri could feel some sort of life going on there, as though someone were already there. Dammit.. I'm too damn late, he grumbled mentally. His mind then went through a panic as he tried to figure out what he was going to do now. He didn't want Mitsuko to find out that it was him so quickly. He wanted to build up the suspense. When finally he had a plan, he prayed that it would work. The roses were set a distance from the front of the door, far enough so that when it was opened the roses wouldn't be damaged. His heart continued to beat like a loud drum as he knocked on the door. Then he took off running, going to a distance far enough so he couldn't be easily recognized.

Mitsuko felt like he was in the supply room for ages, his mood going from anxious to pissed, then finally depressed, he lean against the wall and chewed his bottom lip, he knew this was to good to be true, it was to perfect. Mitsuko blinked as he heard a knock on the door and opened it, he took a deep breath before slowly opening on eye expecting either this mystery person or a group of people laughing at him. Mitsuko looked down at the ground and picked up the bouquet of flowers, he blushed and pressed them close to his face and sniffed them before pulling away and admiring them. Mitsuko then noticed the tag and looked at it, "Forever and ever?" he said in a questioning tone before looking around and seeing no one. Mitsuko closed the supply closet door and held the bouquet close as he walked down the hall to the exit, he wanted to get home, he still felt let down and he wasn't any closer to finding out who this person was then before.

Mitsuko walked home, which wasn't that far from school, he kept staring at his bouquet, thinking about who would do this for him, he knew it wasn't any girl, girls didn't do this, so that helped him feel a bit better. Mitsuko never found girls attractive at all, so it would have been horrid if he had a female admirer that was setting herself up for failure, but this meant it was a guy, and there were so many in his school, but only himself and two other guys were openly gay, he knew it wasn't the other guys because they were dating eachother. Mitsuko would walk down the street as he thought more about it, he eliminated many people from the list, knowing they weren't very romantic, jocks and nerds where the first off this list, but it still left a huge list and no where closer to the answer he needed. Mitsuko would groan as he walked up to his house and open the door, closing it behind him, the first thing he did was go into the kitchen and put the bouquet in a vase before walking upstairs to his bedroom and laying on his bed. Mistuko looked out his bedroom window and looked at the tree outside his window, he remembered when his ex use to climb up the tree and into his room, or sometimes he would catch him watching him shower, he missed having someone.

That day while walking home, Yuri tried to think of other ways to keep getting Mitsuko's attention, yet at the same time keep this a secret from him. It was hard, considering that he wasn't really the most creative of people. But he really did think hard, and came up with a few other ways to continue the 'game'. He wondered how long it would be before he himself would crack from his own impatience and then give up, and finally confess to the other boy that he had a deep longing for him. It was very tempting, but something about the things he was doing excited him. After all, he didn't want to make the little 'confession' seem sudden. Yuri had a bit of a reputation for being rejected all the time by other people, so finally he didn't want it to happen this time. He feared he would go crazy.

At home he acted as he usually would, especially since his parents were around and he didn't want to spook them. "Who did you give those roses to anyway, dear?" his mother asked him as they all ate together around the table. Yuri actually paused to think for a while, because he was sincerely unsure of how to answer. But a smile formed on his face, and to anyone it would seem that it was so sweet that it was almost sickening. "I gave it to my boyfriend, mother." It was then where Yuri seriously began to lose his marbles.

Mitsuko would spend the rest of his day wondering who it could be, but no one came to mind that fit perfectly or even remotely close to whomever was doing this for him, he was flattered, but kind of creped out at the same time. Mitsuko took his shower and got ready for bed, he listened to his favorite rave music as he slowly fell asleep to the party in his head, he smiled in his sleep as his admirer suddenly left his mind. Mitsuko was to busy dreaming about Saturday and his next payday, he couldn't wait honestly, he always loved his job and the money was just a bonus to him really.

Mitsuko woke up and pulled the headset off his ears and turned off his music, he got up and showered as usual before dressing, always having his headset around his neck if he wasn't listening to music and heading to class, Friday's were more relaxed, not as much lectures or work to do, it was mostly comprised of watching the teacher drone on and on about nothing of great concern. Mitsuko sighed as he tapped his fingers on his desk, he just wanted today to be over so he can have fun, relax, and forget about his admirer or as some would say stalker for awhile. Mitsuko sighed as the first two classes felt like they took forever to be over with, the third was quicker, but still not quick enough for him, he just wanted too go home and get ready for tomorrow evening and night.

That night, he hardly even slept. It was a result from both his own anxiety and excitement. Of course he didn't have anything to do for Mitsuko for the following day, so that was the cause of his anxiety. But the next day he'd be able to see the other boy at school and perhaps give some 'loving' glances to him. Then he'd have the whole weekend to think of something, which was supposed to be a great thing. When Yuri thought about it though, it seemed like a horrible thing that the weekend was coming up. It'd mean he'd be spending time away from Mitsuko... Unless he could find a way to spend time with him during the weekend. That seemed nearly impossible, though.

The school day dragged a bit once it came time of keeping himself entertained. He never used Friday as an excuse to slack off, in fact this day was the day that he tended to work harder. Therefore he wasn't very entertained during the day, only when he'd get his usual daydreams of his more desired locations. He didn't whine much, though. The whines were away because Mitsuko shared some similar classes with him, and that mean every time that Yuri was in the same class with him, he'd be able to admire and stare at him from a distance. He'd smile every time he'd see the other student. It just brought him a happy and bubbly spirit, like nothing else he had really ever felt before.

Mitsuko would sigh as he tapped the eraser of his pencil against the desk, everyone knew why the kid was so antsy, after all he had a very exciting job to do every Friday and Saturday night. Mitsuko would huff a bit as the class finally finished, he quickly grabbed his bag, not noticing one of his flyer's fell out before leaving the class, once he was out of the class he made his way to the big bulletin board where all public or school related flyer's were hung, he took a deep breath and reached into his bag and pinned one of his flyer's on the board. Mitsuko would look around and see the halls start to fill, he walked off to the bathroom needing to mentally prepare himself, he got into one of the stalls and relieved himself before flushing the toilet. Mitsuko flipped the lid down and sat on the toilet before reaching into his bad and pulling out a small capsule, he put it between his teeth and sealed his lips before biting into the capsule releasing the sedative, the drug was meant to help keep you awake, one pill could keep you awake for an entire 60 hours, after which you would need a bed really badly, you will pass out for 12 hours and wake up fine.

Mitsuko stood up and flipped the lid up, being a mens room most guys just pissed, especially in school, something about pooping in a school bathroom made most people tremble. Mitsuko would push open the bathroom door and see people crowded around his flyer, he smiled and walked off to his next destination, home first and then The Underground, an exclusively rave oriented club. Mitsuko would quickly make his way home, he was still nervous, he never posted a flyer up at school knowing full well everyone will be there and see him preform. Mitsuko sighed as he opened his front door and closed it behind him, he ran up stairs and picked out his outfit, he put on a skin tight fishnet top, slid on a neon purple speedo, before putting on a pair of baggy pants that practically looked as if they would fall off if it wasn't for Mitsuko's rear and hip frame, and he attached a couple of glow sticks to his pants and replaced his usual headset for his neon pulse headset. Mitsuko looked at himself in the mirror and suddenly felt even worse, all his friends and classmates were going to see him this time, but maybe it was good, after all maybe this will show that he had more then a great mind, but a fantastic body as well. Looking at his alarm clock he laid on his bed, he had 4 more hours before he had to walk to the club, he was anxious, he knew the crowed would be big, but then he thought about this feeling he got lately again, what if it causes him to choke? He would be a laughing stock, he shook his head, no one was going to ruin his dream, no one.