For me and Shock
 

Alec walked into the Drama room, it was his last class of the day, he and his best friend both had it, but the class before they had separate classes from different sides of their school, it also helped this school had dorms and that they shared it and a love for the Drama club. Today was they day they announced what this submesters play would be on. And Alec was excited.

Josh was in his dorm room, sleeping as always..that day he was extremely exhausted after going to three classes that day. Josh, is..special..he's taking a double degree now, and always have a perfect score on every exams..but today, is just tiring..the alarm was ringing next to his ear, but he just lie there, completely forgetting the drama class...

Alec blinked as he looked for Josh, sighing he figured his bud wouldn't show and he sat with a smile at the teacher, the class went well but as Josh wasn't there he had to be the girl and well Alec got lead male. Blushing very faintly he told the teacher he would tell Josh.

The dusk arrived when Josh opened his eyes..still unaware that he's missed the whole drama class..he walked to the table, took and put on his spectacles..those glasses give him a dash of geeky appearance..he then walked to the bathroom when he finally realized what he missed..Josh dashed out the room, heading to the hall, running straight to the drama class, only to find it locked and dark
"Dang! What am I supposed to do??" he stood there, holding his head, with sweat dripped from his forehead and face

Alec had been helping a younger student rehearse in the hall not to far away. Smiling as he saw his friend he said his goodbyes and went to Josh's side. "Yello Josh" He smiled wide "Your quite abit late, and well... guess what part you got?"

Josh was still sighing when Alec came by his side
"O, hey..yeah..sorry 'bout that..what part again?"

Alec chuckled "Your the lead girl" He said with a smile "So I gotta kiss your lousy ass" He added with fake disgust. "Im lead male"

Josh's eyes almost jumped out of theirr sockets as he heard the role he got
"W..What?! But why? I'll be fine with being just a tree, but why a girl?"

Alec shrugged "No one wanted to kiss me I guess.. I got lead first.." He said and turned away to walk to their room. Acting fine but seemed a bit off from his explanation.

Josh realized Alec's reaction and followed him..
"H..hey..I..well..if I really have to, I'm fine kissing you, you know..it's not like there's no one wants to kiss you.."

Alec chuckled weakly "You weren't in class" He said softly "There were five guys who were ok with it until she mentioned the kiss scene, then they refused" He explained with a sigh

"W..well..maybe they don't know you that well.." Josh tries to find an excuse to comfort his friend

Alec just shrugged and walked into the room as they had arrived. "I have some homework to do, we get our lines tomorrow. All I know is that there is a kiss scene and partial touching as if having sex" He sat at his desk. "We will have pants on and you a bra she said then we pull the blanket over and we as I quote 'do the deed' "

Josh blushed as he heard that thorough explanation..he wanted to know more, but haven't had the gut to ask for more
"W..well..o..okay then..I have..umm..things to do too.." I left the room, heading to the empty hall

Alec peeked back before sighing again and moved to curl up in his bed under the covers. He was still fighting within himself about being gay. He had been having feelings for Josh for awhile and had been siked with he found it out but at the same time he had deep seated fears of gays, to be one himself scared him. His parents would hate him and his dad would beat him if he had any hint of 'gayness'. Sighing he drifted into restless sleep.

Josh returned to the room late at midnight..yes he had a few drinks before coming back, that's why he's walking limply..he doesn't want to think of anything besides his bed..but the dark room and his blurred eyes led him to the wrong bed..he bumped himself into Alec's bed, and wasted no time, snored himself to sleep..

Alec jumped when he felt something drop into his bed and looked over to see Josh, sighing as he smelt booze on him. Glaring he moved to get up and leave the room.

Josh, in his sleep, pulled Alec's arm as if it was his bolster
"No..don't go..stay..." he mumbled in his sleep

Alecs eyes softened very slightly and laid and let Josh cling to him as he slept. "Ill get you for this." He threatened the sleeping male.

Josh snuggled around Alec's arm and kept on sleeping..resting his cheek against his friend's arm

Alec sighed and just laid their, a single tear falling as he turned his head away from Josh.

Josh realized somebody is there, but, still a little bit high, he just mumbled.."Alec, is that you?"

Alec sighed "Yes" He said softly as he kept his eyes away from Josh. He liked the feel of sleeping close but didn't want to admit it to even himself right now since he didn't quite want to admit he was gay, and take on all the problems it came with yet since he thought he knew Josh didn't like him that way.

Josh lifted his head up a little and tried to look at Alec in the face..
"W..what's wrong? Are you crying?" he put his hands on Alec's head and turned it to take a look at his face

Alec closed his eyes and sighed "its nothing Josh, just got an eyelash in my eye" He said softly and let Josh move his face. His face warm as he blushed some.

"No..no..what's wrong?" Josh sat down next to Alec, looking directly at his face

Alec blushed some more and closed his eyes with a sigh. "Why do you always smoke that crap around me?" He said as he tried to hide the real reason