[zajawa]

"Oh no. I love it. Just fucking so hard before it is insane. I'm walking much in the archive and have some.. hard jobs from time to time.. so making my back so weak.. But you wouldn't understand it all without being a bottom", he said with a soft smile. "You know... when you were doing the bed... it was really nice."
After saying that he sat on the bed and when Cresil was laying on it he got closer. He stroked strong arm with his pale fingers, looking up.
"I'm almost scared... Say... If I... told you.. not now.. let's say in three months from now... if we would be still together... that I love you... would you freak out?", he asked. "I'm just... curious.. so don't freak out now.."
Aoki felt like going to sleep but somehow... he needed to ask about it. He wanted to know.