[RedRose4]

Kaden didn’t even look away when Deiru asked that, he stayed the same throughout the sentence until there was silence. Why the hell did he even care? Kaden sighed, he probably just wanted to know more about his psycho thoughts, to use it against him in the future so he could say how pathetic he was.
After at least five minutes passed, Kaden looked down at the ground, putting his legs up onto the couch and tucking them under himself while speaking.
“I do it to stop my thoughts….” Kaden started, speaking in a low, distant voice. “Every few years I’m brought to a point where I think I have to do something, anything to burden myself from thinking, so I feel pain. Pain makes me feel better. It makes me forget for just a little while….” Kaden then closed his eyes. Of course the aspect of pain during sex counted slightly, but usually in that situation his mind was clear. The only real things that got his mind off of his problems was pain and sex, and if combined it made him feel better than anything in the world.