[zajawa]

Soon Deiru made his way to the bar and started drinking. Oh, yes. That felt really good. After his second quick beer he started to think. Was really Kaden like his god damned father? Not really.. He had his moments.. but wasn't really like him that much. He realised he kind of wanted to hurt Kaden with his words.. for bringing those memories back to him. Sighing he knew that what had happened lately somehow changed him.. and he was a bit scared of it. And deep down he knew he started to grow some feelings to older demon.. but was really confused as that what they exactly were. He was jealous ealier for Animal.. but sometimes he was really angry at Kaden.. and then was those times he liked to sleep next to him. Was it.. love? Was he even capable of such feeling.. not really knowing what it was almost all his life. Last time he felt something like that he killed that person.. but that was then. Now he.. changed. And not because he wanted.. First was fear.. but then.. Sighing he rubbed his head. He felt someone bumping into him.. and then before he knew he was in a bar brawl, fighting all the way back.. and letting his emotions out.