Still keeping his fingers unmoving, Josh felt his breathing halter when he tightened up, really finding it hard not to be aroused by his body reacting to just his words alone. Very carefully, Josh slipped his fingers out and then slowly pushed in, being gentle the entire time despite holding back, wanting rush into things so he could feel him, but he told himself that he had to wait.
Josh wanted to make love to Akira, he didn't want to 'fuck' him, so this was just a part of that. "Nod your head when you're ready for me to move my fingers a little more." Josh said softly, not wanting to do it until his boyfriend was prepared.
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"Why is it that, as a culture, we are more comfortable seeing two men holding guns than holding hands?"
~Ernest Gaines
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