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Thomas was still sobbing on his bed, he did not want to see Ferdinand with Gregor. In a way he felt like it was his fault that Gregor treated Ferdinand like this, as he was Gregor's last victim. When Ferdinand came in his room and laid down next to him, he felt a bit better. At least Ferdinand was not mad at him. As Ferdinand said he was sorry, Thomas could only utter the words: "No Ferdi, I'm sorry...I should have let Gregor take me more, then you wouldn't be in this mess. I care about you Ferdi, more than about anyone else in the godforsaken place. And although I care for you so much, all the others still take your pride by having sex with you. What they give you isn't love, it's mere lust. I wanna give you love!" Thomas couldn't get his hands off Ferdinand anymore, wanting to spend the rest of the day only with him.
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