[zajawa]

Alex was grateful that Rayne spoke to Ket, telling him to keep in touch. For the time being he didn't know how to face him, feeling ashamed and terrified. Then he shook his head. No, he didn't want to stay. He wanted to run away from here and hide somewhere, so he could collect his thoughts without others looking. He wanted to work out.. but at the moment he wanted something else much more. Whispering barely audibly that he wanted to go home he followed Rayne, not even sure when they got back home, taking off his clothes she crawling under covers, hiding entirely. Some tears formed in his eyes, feeling quite emotional at the moment, all different emotions swelling inside him. Hiding his face in a pillow he took a deep, shaky breath. Don't be a pussy.. It just a baby.. No! It wasn't just a baby. It was so much more than that.. and it was terrifying.. especially since he never could even imagine there was a slightest possibility of him birthing one.