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Alex was so focused on himself that he didn't really hear Rayne moving here and there, flinching when he was touched in the end. For few moments it felt like he was all alone, nothing existing aside from the tight, warm space he buried himself in. And then came those calm, warm hands, bringing.. relaxation with them. Taking a deep breath and then again he found himself wrapping his hands around the strong neck and kiss those lips that were trying to speak things to calm him down.

"It won't break me.. but it's hard to.. accept it all.. I thought I did.. but I was lying to myself..", he sighed after breaking a kiss and then shaking his head. "It was like.. all air pumped out of me.. all strength when Ket asked about that.. And I was so... ashamed.. A man being pregnant.. Think how absurd it sounds.."