Loves Broken Mind. (for Emperor Lelouch and myself)
It was an early morning, the sun still rising in the dark sky as people slowly began to move about. Whatever had happened the night before having been forgotten and left behind as a new day began. While there were people heading off to work, going shopping, or just heading out to see a loved one. Some were still holding onto the night before. Not wanting the fun to end. Down the street, a young person walked about. It was a bit odd to say in the least, long blond hair, pulled up onto messy pony-tails. A pale face and violet eyes gazing as the figure walked about. Everything about the person screamed girl, the cute gothic lacy dress. The cute matching tights and shoes...But what none knew..was this was a male.
Akia, a lost soul who had been through so much despite the fact that he was only 18. His state of mine wasn't completely okay. Maybe you'd figured that out when you find that he liked to cross dress as a female? Or you could simple tell by the strange way he'd zone out some times and sprout random things that made no sense what so ever. But in complete honestly, Akia was just someone with a disorder...a personality disorder that baffled even the most skilled doctors in this line of work. He'd have moments when he was girlish, dressing in dresses and doing his hair. Moments when he wanted nothing more then to walk around sprouting things having to do with courts or things...Moments when he would pull his hair up into one messy bun and where paints and a t-shirt like some kind of gangster...
All these sides were Akia...mostly, You had Jim...the thug, Grim...the lawyer...and Kristy, the crossdresser. Akia was part of each of them...but his real self was something he kept hidden away behind these other faces....Hiding his tormented self and disgraceful past behind the different shades of clothes. Masking the pain he truly felt inside...If anything, Kristy was most like his true self. Someone who was different, shy and girly. He just wasn't as out going as Kristy. Some times he himself would walk around, acting like Kristy, only with out so much confidence in what he was doing....
Now the young male was walking around. He'd gotten lost and wasn't sure where he was going anymore, having been heading for a job interview. So much for that now..and he was starting to become really hungry...Letting out a low whine, Akia glanced around, wondering if he should just let one of the others take over..they were better with finding places...but t his was his interview, not theirs.
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Sticks and stones may break my bones but whips and chains excite me so throw me down, tie me up...show me that you like me
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