((You did a fantastic job hehehe ^^; ))
Cloud's sobbing starts to become a faint whimper as he stares at Sephiroth's half shadowed figure across the room. His wide eyes shimmer in the small amount of light that is reflecting off his eyes. "I.... I don't... understand..." Cloud mumbles, as small, reflective drops of tears run out of each eye.
"It's so unfair... you're so..." He pauses for a short while, and then looks down at the floor to the right of him.
He then quickly brings his hands up to his face as his head falls downward so his hands meet with his teared-filled face. Cloud's sobbing gets a little louder, but he tries very hard to muffle the sound with his hands. Although failing to do so, he feels slightly less alone, and a little better inside as he knows that his lover is standing close by.
Only if their love was a fair looking relationship within the eyes of surrounding peers and mentors. No one would ever believe them if they knew they were together, let alone accept the fact. And even then, Cloud is so unsure if his lovers feelings are the same as his, hence his crying in the dark while sitting on the floor.
In between sobs Cloud makes out some muffled words that are barely audible "Do you... love me?" He hopes Sephiroth could hear them, but prays that he isn't even there seeing him in such a somber-emotional position.
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