I can hear Naruto walk in. Am I insane for waiting who knows how long just to apologize to him? I don't think so. He doesn't greet me. I'm not sure if it's because he's still mad at me, or maybe it's because he thinks I'm sleeping. Regardless, I hear himself tell himself it's time for bed. "Wait Naruto. Don't go to bed yet." I said.
I stand up and take my position, standing in front of him. "Sorry if I scared you, but I couldn't sleep knowing I cussed you off." I told him. "I'm really, really sorry. I would never purposefully swear at you, I just want you to know that." I look down at the floor, embarrassed. "And I'm really sorry for acting that way in front of your friend. I can understand if you're still mad at me, I would be too."
I go to sit down on my bed. "I don't and never will hate you. You're an amazing dude and I was totally wrong for saying that. I can understand if you hate me after today. I just hope things between us will get better." I tell him. Part of me wants to tell him what happened at the bar, but he seems so happy with his life. Besides, what would he think if his straight jock roommate was having sexual thoughts of him. He'd probably freak.
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