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Lucas was still thinking and getting to act like normal but it was hard for him to surpress the feelings but why, he thought but he didn't have more time to think as he heard zavier saying that he was going to get some cleaning stuff and that he needs to lock up and stay indoors, " ...ah... okay i like.... ah i mean yeah... sure im waiting here..." he said quickly as his voice was still sounding different he tried his best to sound like normal but it was hard to do with this feelings, when zavier was away he walked slowly out of the room and locked the door as he let him slide down on the floor as his heart was keep beating fast and the only one he could think off was zavier and to have his arms around him and to feel zavier's soft warm lips on his fore head , no he needs to stop thinking like that, there will never be anything between them.. they were friends and they were friends always, just friends nothing else. " i can't just go to him and telling him that i love him, that will be so embarrassing, what if he rejects me and what if that will end our friendship, no we are only friends and nothing more and there will be nothing more and that's all!!" he shouted at himself.
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