A demons tale (for me and Zajawa)

[Yourperfectboy]

"It's fine it was my mess so I should be the one to clean it up." He said as he finished.

[zajawa]

"Well.. the dinner would be for both of us. Also... there is a lot of meat. It would need to be preserved in some way? There is no way to eat it all..", he said, actually quite curious what the demon would do.

[Yourperfectboy]

"I was thinking I could slice the meat and wrap it all up and maybe we could freeze it to save it and keep it fresh. Do you think that could work?" he asked.

[zajawa]

"It's a very good idea. That way you would have it whenever you would like to cook. Though... before that.. y- you wanted to talk about something", he said, getting a bit nervous as he waited.

[Yourperfectboy]

"Yes your correct.". He led him to the couch and they sat down. Alright, what the problem isn't only sex I don't want you to think that, my problem it's that I feel that I'm more invested with my feelings then you are with yours. I feel like your almost oblivious to the ways I talk with you or try to show you affection and think I'm joking around. Your the first person iv ever had actual feelings for, sometimes I think that you don't have feelings for me....that I'm the only one who wants this.". He was almost afraid of hearing how Shiro felt about what he said.

[zajawa]

Shiro was thinking for few moments, trying to figure out what he should answer... and not hurt the other's feelings.
"Well.. I told you I don't have much experience as well as you. With relationships.... so sorry for being oblivious but I think it's only natural... As for changes... I started to care about you", he paused and then blushed a bit. "In special way. I think... we can try to be together.. and see what that would result with?"

[Yourperfectboy]

That accually pissed him off a bit "You always use that as an excuse, that you haven't had a lot of experience so it's only natural, well nether have I you the first person iv ever accually had feelings for but I know how I, and then I accept the blame so you won't be upset, and I'm not going to do that anymore. It works this way you either want to be with someone or you don't, it's that simple. If you don't want to be with me tell me now so I can stop hurting myself." he took a deep breath after he was finished speaking, he accually felt a lot better getting that off his chest.

[zajawa]

Shiro flinched as the demon snapped. Looking down at his knees he didn't know what to answer and felt a bit like crying. Alexen was much older than him and had a lot of experience with the same gender. Was it really that bad that he didn't know? How am I suppose to know..

[Yourperfectboy]

He could tell that Shiro was upset now....but he wasn't going to apologize for telling him how he felt. "is Shiro to young for me? Is this just hopeless?" thought to himself. "Shiro you need to figure out what you want, because it seems to me that you have no idea what you want. I'm going to go outside for a while and give you time to think."

[zajawa]

"B.. but.. I don't know. I never was with a man. I told you I care about you.. is that not enough?", he asked quietly, some tears welling up in his green eyes.