The way you love me [private for me and MsJacobL]

[zajawa]

'Botfriends? Is that like lovers? Or something like that? I don't really undersand how one should treat it apart..' Akira looked with confusion at Josh. 'I'm.. I don't really understand..' Looking at Josh he sighed and rubbed his forehead. 'It's all like being the maze.. and have hints and instructions wrote in the language that you don't know..'

[RedRose4]

Josh leaned back to look at Akira, seeing what he wrote and trying his best to explain it. “Lovers would mean that we love each other. Although a relationship has to be mutual…so I guess we‘re simply in a relationship.” Josh frowned slightly from Akira’s confusion, knowing it was difficult for him to understand things he wasn’t taught in the past.
“I apologize, I wish I could explain everything in detail but for me it’s…kind of difficult as well since I’ve never done this before either.” Letting go of Akira, Josh sat a bit closer to the white can and stroked his hand along her fur, making sure to be gentle so he didn’t startle her.

[zajawa]

With his left hand Akira reached to stroke the white fur as well.. but with other he started to wrote as well. 'Snagre is good with explaining.. so maybe I should ask him?' He wasn't really sure. It was strange to him.. but he knew he should understand that.

[RedRose4]

Josh’s attention was brought back to Akira, reading what he wrote and nodding slowly. “I should actually do that too once in a while. He seems to be good with that, go ahead. I’m sure he’d love to speak with you.” With a light smile, Josh laid down on Akira’s bed next to the cat, still petting her.
Looking up at the ceiling, Josh took a deep breath and thought deeply for a moment, biting at the edge of his lip anxiously and wondering if he should contact someone to ensure he’d be ‘safe’ for a little while longer.

[zajawa]

Akira just sat where he was and looked at Josh. 'You're still worried, Master.' He felt the tension rise in his stomach. What could he do to make relax other male. It was really.. he didn't really understand his own feelings. Longer he was here more questions there was..

[RedRose4]

Josh focused his attention back on Akira, smiling lightly despite his thoughts. “It’s okay Akira. I’m just concerned over what might happen but I’ll hope for the best. You can go talk with Sangre now if you’d like, I’d much rather you be helped then stay here worried about me.” Josh said as he leaned over on his side, focusing his attention mostly on the cat in an attempt to avert his mind off of the drama, wanting to just feel at ease again like he had the past few days.

[zajawa]

Akira nodded. 'Would you like something from the kitchen? Icecreams or something else, Master?' With a small smile he rose up and waited for the answer. He also wanted to ask Sangre about making master smile more. In his eyes Sangre rose to be someone that knew answers for everything... and the answers he did understand.

[RedRose4]

Deciding he should wait for the crabby librarian to bring the cat supplies, Josh stayed where he was and looked at Akira getting up, thinking momentarily about ice-cream and nodding slowly. “I’d love that, sure. Thank you.” Josh looked back at the cat, starring momentarily at her fur and glancing back at her tail, or what was barely left of it. He wondered momentarily how her life was, what had happened…Josh was just glad she’d be taken care for and loved now.
Looking back at Akira, Josh waited a few moments before speaking again. “See you later Akira.” he said with a short wave.

[zajawa]

Akira nodded and went to the kitchen. Not really interrupting Sangre and Harumi he got out one bowl and two spoons and took a big portion of icecreams.. Only when it was ready he looked for Sangre.

[RedRose4]

Since Elizabeth had left for the time being, Sangre allowed Harumi to go to the greenery, ensuring she would come back right after she finished up. Wiping his hands clean after making pumpkin pie, Sangre placed the pie onto the counter, taking a few more steps into the kitchen and smiling when he saw Akira getting ice-cream.
“Hey Akira! I ordered a bunch of different flavours for all of us to try, it should come in this weekend. Is something wrong?” Sangre asked with a furrowed brow, knowing he usually came in for questions, food, or just to talk.