Aijou was glad to have gotten out of there just in time. His mind already doing laps as he sighed, why he was forced to feel such things as slight hope to have someone to confide into was beyond him. He'd felt the same thing with his father before telling him about his sexuality...now look were he was, being beaten nearly every night...Biting onto his lower lip he continued onto class. hoping that the rest of the day wouldn't be so much trouble..
When the day was finally out, Aijou was very...unwilling as he began to gather his things to head home, standing at his locker with a blank expression as he tried to figure out if he should try to find another place to go for the night, or just get it over with and head home...he could get lucky and have his father not be there...But that was most likely a very unlikely chance to happen. "Just get over yourself.." he muttered to himself shaking his head as he stuffed the papers into his locker and closed it...the work was already done. Glancing down the hall, he wondered if he really could go talk to Kaine....But he wasn't sure if he could get a stay at the guys house or not...teachers were frowned upon when they took kids home after all...
Giving up , Aijou just headed home, his back slouched slightly as he made the walk that wasn't that long...Like every other day, Aijou's father was already home and a bit drunk...still drinking up a storm. The yelling began once again...though this time, after just the first few hits and shoves, Aijou stumbled his way out of the house and ran back for the school, the only place he really knew of going, his face blotchy from slight tears, new red spots sprouting here and there, most of which starting to turn a light shade of blueish purple...When he got to the school, the first thing he did was go to his hideout, which was on the roof, his feet causing a lot of noise as he made his way up the stairs...Heading right for his little keep sake box, which held the tool to give him his release from this pain he felt...his body shaking as he drew the knife out, placing the cold metal onto his flesh and tugging it across....
(sorry its kinda long and slightly ..o.o well, not sure how to describe it, xD just figured it be the best way to get Kaine to find out about Aijou, and try and help him a bit more forcefully.)
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