Fated meeting [private for me and iTurnMeOn]

[zajawa]

Hanao was listening to others conversation with rising disbelieve. Then he felt anger, pure unstopable anger. He stood up and growled looking at each vampire for few moments.
"You are all insane... Me killing HIM? I'm way to young and way to uneducated in demon stuff to kill someone like him. Sure if I could I would kill him even hundred times. But it was impossible for me. And you, woman, stop putting in Roman's head this stuff. I told him the truth. And I don't need your clemency nor anything from you. I managed so far by myself and I will now too. Or I will die trying. I won't let you look at me like I'm worse because I'm not!"
He was really furious and sad at the same time and just wanted to be far away from here, it looked just to much as one of 'masters' houses. It scared him, bringing unwanted memories. Hanao looked at Roman.
"And you.. you stay away from me. It's better for us both. I won't bring you anymore trouble.. It was nice to meet you. Goodbye."
That said he walked out of the room and headed to the gates. Somehow he felt like crying. He should know it was impossible from the start. Someone like him was good living in slums. Also he shouldn't let his guard down. It was stupid of him, now it hurt even more to let go. And this hope that started to grow inside him... how could he let this happen?!
I won't die so easily. I will survive. There's no way I will die just like that.

[iTurnMeOn]

Ellise and Sebastian watched as Hanao stood up and fired back at him. They weren't surprised, it was expected as much. Perhaps he didn't want to admit it or perhaps he didn't even remember doing so. Either way, it is what it is. Roman looked at Hanao as he said his goodbye and walked right out of the room. It was silent for a while till Ellise broke the silence. "Poor dear brother. Aren't you going to go after him?" The vampire blood boiled deep in Roman as his eyes reverted to the vile black color from before, crimson swirled deep within."You saggy old bitch!" Roman turned around and went after Ellise who stood up and brought out her palm, creating a psyfield that pushed Roman back to wall. "Watch where you hurl your insults, child."

"Enough you two!" Roman and Ellise looked at their father who pushed Ellise hand down and then sighed deeply. "Roman, that boy says he is not capable of killing a high lord, and I would love to believe him, but the problem is their are witnesses that saw the murder. It's hard not to believe the tale."

"Well so what? Maybe he just doesn't remember doing it! Have you ever thought about that?!"

"Even so, that doesn't mean he didn't commit it. Unless..." Roman and Ellise stood their as Sebastian pondered the thought. "He says he didn't do it. Let's say I believe him, their may be a possibly that someone else who looked just like him at the time committed the murder. The facts still stand that 'Hanao' killed the demon, but maybe someone disguised themselves as him." Roman's calmed down and reverted back to his natural state. Ellise sat back down and stared at Roman. "Father is right. If your demon has enemies, they may go as so far to see him dead. The crime was committed after he ran form his master. He would have been on the run while the doppelganger was killing a king."

Hearing this things, Roman felt a bit more reassured, although he was still worried about Hanao. "So, are you going to let him walk out like that. You should go out after him brother. Before he gets hurt again." Roman totally forgot and ran right out of the room. He rushed out of the estate and in the far distance saw Hanao running towards the gate. Roman didn't worry to much seeing as nothing got in or out without the blood of a vampire. Roman ran towards him and caught up. "Hanao, wait." He got close enough and grabbed the boy wrist before he could get any further. "Hold up."

[zajawa]

"No! I won't wait! I don't need anyone to believe me!! I don't need protection, mercy or clemency from anyone!! I didn't ask to capture attention of that sick, sadistic bastard! He ruined my life! And now I need to hide like I did something wrong. Fuck it! Fuck it all..", the last sentence was said in shaky, full of uncried tears tone of voice.
Hanao was shivering from all the emotions he felt right now. He broke free from Roman and stepped back. His red eyes full of hurt.
"I hate you. I hate you all. Leave me alone. I don't need anyone. I'll survive by myself .. as always."
He turn around ready to leave.

[iTurnMeOn]

Roman sighed and stepped back at Hanao released himself from the vampire. "Fine, leave if you want. Go ahead, you obviously don't want anything to do with me. Just remember that I'm giving up just as much as your are in the relationship. I'm choosing you over my family, I'm risking my standing amongst vampire for you, I swore to protect you if anything happened like and goddamnit I fucking meant it." Roman snarled and he neared the boy and grabbed him by the shoulders, turning him around and looking him straight in the eyes. "So don't you think for one fucking second that I didn't want this, and you know you wanted just just as much or even more then I do. I know that you've been thrown off to the side like trash and after someone was done with you that was it."

"When I came along and came back that day, waiting for you outside your apartment, something in you was happy to see me. You were happy that this time around, someone didn't just say they would come back, they actually did come back." Roman grip tightened up, his eyes slowly turning black. "I want you in my life, and I won't let some king take that away from me. I want nothing more then you have you stay with me, and I'm not take no for an answer, got it." He loosened his grip, catching himself being rough on the boy and then brought him in for a hug. He wanted Hanao to stay with him and never let go.

[zajawa]

Hanao just stood there, letting himself enjoy the hug. Somehow everything that Roman said made him feel really warm and wanted. Second after second passed and he wasn't able to move. Wasn't able to leave those big and strong arms. He clenched his hands on Roman's shirt.
"B-but.. I don't want you to risk it for me.. I... don't want to see you getting hurt.. I'm scared", he whispered. "And I don't need pity. Don't want it.. and yet it's so hard to leave.. even more with what you said right now. But on the other hand I know I should go.. I should.."
He paused and just stood there, not wanting to let go but at the same time knowing he should do it for their own good.

[iTurnMeOn]

"That's not your decision. If I wanna put my life in risk, it isn't because I'm trying to be rid of you. It's the complete opposite. I'm risking it all to keep you around as long as I possibly can. You have to stay here, with me, for me Hanao. You know that's what you want, even if you think it puts me in danger. You want to be with someone who is willing to give it all up for you, but I understand this is all happening to quickly for you. Your not used to someone sacrificing it all for you, but I want you to trust me and just know that I'm not say this for just my own personal pleasure."

"I want you here with me so please stay Hanao." Roman held onto Hanao tightly. He hated the idea of Hanao leaving him, but if he wanted, Roman couldn't force him to stay around. It was something he didn't want to happen, but it was something he couldn't help.

[zajawa]

"Uh.. Are you really sure? Won't you hate me... f-for bringing you so much trouble. Maybe...", it was really hard to continue, "you should let me go... You will regret it later.. and then I will too.."
Roman could hear Hanao was almost convinced to stay but still some part of him resisted. Still his hands clung to his shirt was shaking.
At the same time in young demons head lasted chaotic war of feelings, memories, logic arguments... superstitions and mostly fears.

[iTurnMeOn]

"I'm not letting go Hanao. Remember that day when I promised you I would come back? I didn't leave you then and I'm not leaving you now. Please just, just stay with me. I love you." Roman pulled away from the boy and looked at his face, tears streaming from the boy's eyes. He leaned in softly and planted a kiss on the boy's lips, the warmth feeling once again returning when he felt Hanao's lips pressed against his. The feeling made him feel secure about this all. It made him feel that even though everything was going to shit, having Hanao by his side made him forget about everything else. He was able to a purpose to his life once again. He was going to take care of Hanao and keep him out of harms way. He would take the blame for it all and sacrifice his life, if it meant that Hanao would be safe.

Roman broke the kiss and looked at the young demon, a gaze in his eyes that Roman could not pull his attention from. He brushed away a few strands of hair away from the boys hair and smiled at him, hopping to reassure him. "So, will you stay? For me? Please?"

[zajawa]

And that was it. How could he run away after hearing something like that? After seeing so much love, desperation...
"Ugh.. Just look what have you done..", mumbled Hanao wiping the tears from him eyes. "You stupid man. You still choose me although your live without me would be much, much easier. You're incureable."
Hanao seemed even a little angry while saying it but then, all of the sudden, he hugged and kissed the vampire softly.
"And to think you didn't ever ask me to be your boyfriend", he whispered and hugged the man hugged him tighter.

[iTurnMeOn]

Roman laughed and held Hanao tightly. "I guess it was because I assumed you didn't trust me enough to say yes, but if you would have me, I would love nothing more then to be your boyfriend. To be the one that sticks by your side when you're in trouble and the shoulder to rest your head on when you need to get away from the world." Roman brought a hand up to Hanao's face and wiped the tears off his face.