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[Shaxel]

Envy glared at Edward, and in a sudden and unexplainable bout of near childish rage, stamped his feet and shook both fists before pointing at Edward in a way that simply shouted 'YOU are to BLAME!'

"I OFFERED to help you find that stupid lumbering pile of metal that you CALL a brother! And you SHOVED me off! So FINE! Go look by yourself! And if it comes to it I'll hurt you in EVERY single way I can! I was going to HELP you! You stupid idiotic self absorbed midget!!"

With that, Envy turned on his heel and kept stalking down the road. He was blushing slightly, from both frustration and a bit of embarrassment. He couldn't understand WHY he had just done that...but it was done.

[Arkham-Insanity]

Like lighting Ed threw himself at Envy tackling him to the ground his arms locked around envys neck willing to squeeze the very breath out of his....if it were possible.
"I HAVE HAD IT WITH YOU!!!!...CALL ME MIDGET JUST ONE MORE TIME AND WE WILL SEE WHAT COLOR A HUMUNCULS BLEEDS!!!!"

Ed was in a fuery of absolute rage..not only had Envy insulted him..but he had insulted his borhter too...and now the sin was actting like a spoiled bratt who diddnt get their way and Ed had enough!!

Ed dug his knee into Envys back as he choked him harder...he wanted to snap the sin in half.

[Shaxel]

Envy snarled as he hit the dirt, he wasn't expecting to have the runt go ballistic, but he had taken all he could of Edward's attitude.

Fists clenched and pushed down on the ground, sending spiraling cracks out in all directions. The earth below his body caved slightly, sinking down several inches as alchemic light began to spark and crackle around him.

Envy's voice shifted tones, deepening and acquiring an animalistic growl as his body began to change, enlarging and hunching over, four extra limbs sprouted from his lengthened mid section and a tail began to develope, thick and scaled like a dragons. He turned his head to look at Edward over his shoulder, one eye turned a deep blood red and the other grotesquely filled, at least twenty eyes held within the space where only one should be. His nose was stretched slightly, sharp fangs filling his snout like mouth.

"GET OFF ME!"

[Arkham-Insanity]

Ed really diddnt have a choice at this point...he had not exprected this move from Envy at all, last time he had attacked the sin...Envy made no real moves to fight him...Eds jaw was wide in shock at the hidiouse beast that was before him and he slid off of Envy and stood before him about to wet himself....this truly was the end...he had finnaly pushed Envy too far.

[Shaxel]

Envy felt so many voices in his mind, the souls of Xerxes, all compiled into his stone, those who gave him life, screaming and howling and clawing to get free, to find rest. They never bothered him except for when he took on this form..his true form. Only then did he hear them, only then did he feel them, oozing off of his body in vain attempts to get away, but so long as the stone existed, so long as ENVY existed they couldn't get away.

Still, he knew what he looked like in this form. The ugly, monster..that he appeared to be. He hated it. None of the others looked this revolting and grotesque when they showed their true selves. Envy couldn't stand it, couldn't stand the expression on Edward's face. It pained him to know that the boy was disgusted by him.

A myriad of voices howled as forms moved along his leviathan like body, screaming and shrieking in distorted tones.

"Help me!" "Kill us!" "Run away!"

Envy's own voice suddenly snapped out above all the others, above the maddening laughter of the deranged souls trapped inside of him. He couldn't fight Ed like this, he couldn't bare to look, to see Ed's face.

"Don't look...Don't LOOK AT ME!!" He slammed past Edward, kicking the boy harshly as he quite literally fled from the road, into the forested area over the edge of the hill side. He trampled trees and underbrush, slowly willing his body back to his favorite form, only then did he leap up into a tree and curl up against himself, trembling with an over flow of emotions, and for the first time in over a hundred years he wept.

[Arkham-Insanity]

Ed in his anger had said that Envy diddnt know him, but now watching the sin writhed in agony...showing the monster that was him, the Alchemist relized that Ed really diddnt know Envy at all. There he was...Envy could just as easily chomped him in one bite....but he ran...and showed a side of himself that Ed had never seen before...it was shame...the shame of the reality of what he was.

Ed stood frozen watching Envy run away.....there was an eerie silence that follwed...it was empty and hollow...and the Fullmetal knew what he had to so.

"ENVY!!!!" he called loudly entering the woods...he looked around franticly...as if he were looking for a lost child...maybe that was exactly what he was looking for....then he heard the sound of crying....Ed followed the sound untill it lead him to a tall tree...Ed looked up.

Envy looked so small, so frail...Ed felt that ache in his heart.

"Hey...what are you doing all the way up there?" Ed said..his voice sounding gentle.

[Shaxel]

Envy jerked at the sound of Edward's voice and clutched a fist to his chest, wavering on how to react. Part of him wanted to lash out and hurt Ed, part of him wanted to run away and go back to Father in Central, to admit he had failed and accept whatever punishment was given, then request a new mission, far away from Ed.

A tiny sliver of him, the part that had started caring, that had caused all of this mess, hoped that maybe Ed wanted to forget what he really looked like, to accept him and to hold him again and kiss and do all those things that felt so good.

The sin remained in his tree, his head pressed against the tops of his knees as he drifted between hope and despair, not knowing how to respond, unable to decide what to do.

[Arkham-Insanity]

After hearing no response Ed took a gamble and decided to climb the tree.
deep down inside the alchemist had no idea why he was doing this, maybe it was because he had seen Envy take the form of a child before...and even though that was not the form that Envy was in right now....there was an emotional connection there..that no matter how hard he tried...he could never break....how could he...they had already been so intimate...after something like that...there would forever be an unbreakable bond between them...no matter how angry they got at eachother.

Ed easily scaled the tree and carefully sat down next to Envy.

there was an uncomfortable silence for a moment and Ed put a hand behind his head.
"Sorry about blowing up at you back there...I diddnt mean it..I can be such a monster sometimes."

[Shaxel]

At the word monster Envy's breath hitched and he let out a low hiss, that ended with a miserable sniffle. After a moment he lifted his head slightly, rubbing a hand against his face and peering over at Edward from between long tendrils of green hair.

"I would have helped you look for him.." His voice was subdued but still held a sharp edge, bitterness and malice long old embedded in every syllable. Though, maybe now Ed might have a better understanding as to why Envy's mind and emotions were so often wildly shifting, as easily as his body shifted.

[Arkham-Insanity]

Ed couldnt belive he had said such a stupid thing...but it was too late to take it back.

"I know...b-but..I dont your help." Ed now sighed. "Its complicated..I dont expect you to understand...Its just ...that ....hes my little brother...I'm the only one that can watch out for him...to find him......I have to do it alone...and you..."

Ed paused he diddnt quite how to say this.

"Well I dont like people making descions for me....if you havent noticed I dont even listen to the Colonel."