Hunting for love [private for me and MsJacobL]

[zajawa]

The way emotions surged in Cresil could be well seen on his face. Aoki, watching him, saw all that. How the other man froze, then furrowed his eyebrows and then closed his eyes, looking really uneasy. There was some serious thinking on Cresil's side and it made Aoki happy. It let him know whatever the answer would be it would be true. It would be something that Cresil gave some serious thinking. When he said he didn't want to stop this he made him relax, even if a little bit. When he heard the thing about being soft he rolled his eyes and chuckled.
"How, for Hell's sake, it would make you soft? I'm sure I'm not alone in thinking that this weekend and now too was exceptional? It made you feel relaxed to spend time with me, just the same way it was for me. How that can be bad thing? Look at me and say that you don't want, don't need me. Can you do that?", he asked once more entirely open.
And here he was thinking he wouldn't be so open about his feelings with anyone. Not after what happened. What a surprise.

[RedRose4]

Looking down at Aoki seriously now, Cresil had his hands off of him, not because he was disgusted or bothered, but because he was rather taken aback from the whole situation. As Aoki asked him that, he shook his head instantly and clenched his jaw, almost being angry at that.
“I can’t.” he admitted with his voice a bit louder, sighing and rubbing his forehead. “I do want you, and yes this weekend…” Cresil sighed and looked back into Aoki’s eyes. “I’ve never felt like that, but just saying it out loud right now is…difficult.” He said before getting off the couch and kneeling in front of it instead so that he was closer to Aoki.

“It’s not a bad thing, just intimidating.” Cresil finally ended with a slight frown. He didn’t want Aoki thinking he was blowing it off, it was just a bit hard for him to talk about this so openly, especially since it was mostly new to him.

[zajawa]

Aoki sat up on the couch and started to put his t-shirt on without saying anything. He simply wanted to give some time to Cresil. Leaning forward he stroked others cheek softly while sighing.
"And do you think it is so easy for me to talk about it. It is just I can voice aloud the things I am thinking but it doesn't mean it is easier for me because of it. I just..", Aoki paused and blushed a little. "This weekend.. was.. it will sound cheese but.. magical. It was so really long since I felt like that. It's not easy for me... and, to say the truth, I'm a bit scared. You too I suppose. But.. Shouldn't we try being together? Maybe... just maybe... this is it. Maybe..."
Aoki didn't finish. It was stressing him to say all that.. but on the other hand he knew it was the right thing to say. He just hoped Cresil would have enough balls to take it in and don't reject..

[RedRose4]

Watching as Aoki put his shirt back on, he waited for him to speak. When he did, Cresil couldn’t help but to look into his eyes, not being able to look away despite wanting to. Just the simple touch of Aoki’s hand on his cheek made him relax, even if it was just a little.
When asked if it was easy for him, Cresil shook his head softly. “Guess not.” he breathed, being a bit relieved in a sense when Aoki spoke of being scared about it too. At least he wasn’t alone with his feelings, and he knew how the other demon felt.
Cresil noticed the clear stress Aoki felt when his sentence dragged out, not wanting that to be the case at all. With slight reluctance, Cresil leaned in and kissed Aoki, very faintly, soft and a little hesitantly. Within a few seconds, he stopped and closed his eyes tighter with a gentle nod.
“I’ll try…” He opened his eyes to look into Aoki’s, whispering again. “We can try making...us work.” he said under his breath.

[zajawa]

Aoki smiled warmly when he heard what Cresil said. Kissing his forehead gently.
"Exactly you big, dangerous demon. The one everyone is afraid of. The one that need some warm feelings. We should try", he said, looking back in Cresil's eyes. "Look at that. We are both possesive so we won't mind it in other. We are both afraid of being weak but we are not cowards. And so on. There is so many things that we share. We should try to be together", he said and then kissed Cresil softly on the lips. "We should, right?"
He was just making sure as he wasn't with those feelings too familiar.

[RedRose4]

Smiling softly, Cresil nodded a few times from those points he made, chuckling from some and looking away from others. “Yeah we have a lot in common.” Still trying to register that this would pretty much mean he’s in a relationship, and having a boyfriend, Cresil had to think about it for a bit longer before looking at Aoki and smirking yet again.
“Yes, we should.” He finally said confidentially. The infamous sex crazed demon that slept with large amounts of men was going to now stay with one single demon. Cresil couldn’t stop from chuckling at the thought, it was going to be different but he doubted it would be difficult. Aoki seemed to fulfill him enough alone, he didn’t need anyone else.

“Let’s try, and see how it goes.” Cresil said while looking into Aoki’s eyes. “Deal?” he whispered.

[zajawa]

Aoki heart started to beat faster hearing that one word, 'deal'. Trying to take it by his mind not the heart alone he thought one more time. How all af this weekend felt. Just how much the other man was filling that void that the one stand's couldn't. How damn much he liked to be in those strong arms. He smiled really softly looking at Cresil.
"Yes. Deal. You sexy, sexy demon", he said quietly, once again kissing this strong, yet so lonely demon. "And remember. Someone else and I'm out."

[RedRose4]

Smiling in return at Aoki’s reply, Cresil took a deep breath of relief, chuckling under his breath and kissing Aoki back before hearing his words and putting a hand over his chest. “I promise, no other men. Trust me, no other guys have gotten my attention since I‘ve met you.” Cresil smirked, eyeing Aoki’s body and then frowning a little.
“I stopped your massage, sorry about that.” he pointed out. He was too distracted by the topic to really think about that he had stopped.

[zajawa]

Aoki chuckled once again hearing that.
"That is okay. That wouldn't be good if you could still thinking about it after hearing something like that."
He looked at Cresil.
"The really good thing is that you are willing to try. You don't give in to your fear", he said, stroking others demon hair and horns. "And that is sexy too about you.."
That feeling he was experincing right now... It was hard to describe it..

[RedRose4]

Agreeing with that, Cresil put both of his hands along Aoki’s shoulders, facing him and rubbing them a bit over his shirt before smirking when he mentioned his fears and trying new things. It was a bit difficult but there was no reason to not do it.
Cresil smirked, almost grinning when Aoki called him sexy in that way, the sensation of his hand along his hair and horns made him soothed and relaxed.

“Alright, so the club we’re officially together, no getting attention from other men.” Cresil chuckled and checked out Aoki’s clothes. He’d for sure get a few stares, but with Cresil standing by his side, he doubted anyone would try to approach him.