Messy housekeeper [private for me and Ybfan]

[zajawa]

Patrick sighed though he still was happy Daniel wanted to stay here and let him help himself.
"It's ok... Somehow I got used to to the thought on not being loved back. Besides it's my fault for falling in love in you so... Stay and I swear I won't touch you.."
After he said that he went downstairs, took out from the fridge one bear and gulped down half of it, then sighed.
God.. I'm sometimes such a moron..

[Ybfan]

He just nodded as he felt ashamed of his behavior and began to put everything away. I feel like I should be able to trust him...or do I wish to trust him? I don't know what to do... Once he finished putting everything away he slowly made his way out to the living room to check on Patrick. As he walked out, the kittens came running to him and started mewing and running to a room where he knew a kitty box was.

"Oh no! I forgot to clean your boxes!" Said Daniel frantically as he ran to the kitchen to grab a garbage bag and went to the main litter box first to begin cleaning. The kittens on his heels the entire time.

[zajawa]

Patrick just set on the couch and brooded. After a while he took out his cell phone and picked up Paul number. He didn't know what to think of all this but he knew his friend would know or at least will sort his thoughts out. Drinking his beer he was waiting for the other to pick up.

[Ybfan]

Paul heard his phone ring and picked it up when he saw who it was. "Did you kill someone, Patrick ? If so, I will help you bury the body." He joked and waited for a reply. He lit up a cigarette and took a long drag from it and wondered why he was getting the call.

[zajawa]

"Uh... You kind of kill me when you hear it... wit laughter or in anger", he said and he started to tell his friend everything from the begining to the end.
Patrick even decribed his feelings, hoping that Paul would maybe tell him what he sould do or just yell at him that he is too stupid to even breath the same air that he is.

[Ybfan]

Paul listened to him and a few times choked on his smoke at parts of the story. However he couldn't hate the guy for feeling the way he was and just let out a heavy sigh when there was silence on the phone.

"Well I can say that you are a fool and a sex plant? Really?" Sighing again he finishes his cigarette and puts it in his ash tray. "Okay...so you like the guy. Which I am telling you is a bad idea, but it's your life. Just take it all slow, kid. He is probably just as unsure what to do just like you."

[zajawa]

When he told Paul about everything he felt already better. He didn't want to hide his feelings from his best friend. And he knew he would tell him what to do next with all that messing up.
"Well... It's not my fault with the sex plant.. and.. you think? Ah I mean.. I mean about the 'bad idea' thing.. He is a really good guy.. slow but good... kind hearted.. Why is it such a bad idea? I always fell for those bad guys.. so a good one would be some kind of change actually. Ah.. I remember you didn't like any of them.. and you were right.. so are you right this time too?", he asked, sounding kind of desperate saying the last sentence.

[Ybfan]

Paul smacked himself on the forehead and yelled at Patrick on the phone. "Grow a pair! I say it's a bad idea since he has obviously been raped in the past and with an ex lover or whatever coming after him who is determined to get him back! Which by the way is pulling teeth trying to get his records. He's some high class person so getting my hands on stuff is a bit thin. But shit, I am tempted to be bad and tell you to use your plant again just so the two of you would lighten up!"

[zajawa]

Patrick flinched when the other man yelled at him but then he chuckled.
"Ok, ok~ I understand. Sorry to leave my balls in the closet", he said, still chuckling. "Wow. For you to.. Is he so high in standing? Really? It amaze me just think about it yet it's kind of... exciting."
He really wanted to challenge the man. That would we fun.. or so he thought yet still ke knew it would be hard to do it.

[Ybfan]

"Why don't you try asking Daniel?" Suggested Paul as he ended up lighting another cigarette. "Also I think you should of not say anything about the background check, but that's just me." He let out another sigh and took another long drag.