Obstinate heart [private for me and UchihaSasuke]

[zajawa]

Maki listened to Otoji's story then sighed.
"Ok.. you were frank with me so I'll do the same. So far you make excuses and feeling sorry for yourself. But why do you think you can't tame Yathe? Why not to fuck him? You are young and inexperienced that's true. But on the other hand you are young and you can get experience. You can learn everything. But the question is - do you want to be with him or not. If not then run away and forget about Yathe, but if yes then fight for what you want. Man up, find your balls and fight!"

Otoji blushes as he listened to what Maki said to him as he looked down and shrugged " well ..i don't know, maybe your right but.. it's just.. before Yathe fucked me i was never sure what i liked but well i definitely loved it a lot to get fucked. but it's not only that!..i mean well i love Yathe but i don't know i kind of well love you as well" he muttered looking away as he rubs the back of his head, " and it's just i'm not sure if i can ever top someone i well i don't see myself doing that so quick. and i think that Kuroga will be able to give him more pleasure than i can, besides it sounded like Yathe enjoyed it yesterday with him, so why take the trouble to go between them" he said as he looked into Maki's eyes, wondering how the other will react that he just confessed to him.

[zajawa]

Maki just blinked few times and sighed, smacking his forehead.
"There's nothing between Kuroga and Yathe. They are just fuckbuddies and like each others company. And as for me..", he flicked Otoji on the ear " I don't go for boys who can't decide who they love, what they want to do or what's better for them. Grown up and then we can talk. Bye."
Suddenly he stopped but didn't turn around.
"Ah. I forgot. In the grocery shop on the corner they look for helper. They give three meals a day, a room and a bit of cash. If I were you I would check that out."
And with that he walked away.

Otoji blinked and looked with wide eyes as he shook his head, " no wait i don't mean it like that... please wait..i really mean it what i told you i really love you, and i really don't say that because of Yathe, please believe me" he said as he tried to stop Maki, as he smiled when the other stopped but then heard that as he looked down and stood there, " but..i really do love you.." he whispers and sighed, " i guess i shall just visit that grocery shop then" he said as he put his hands in his pockets and walked towards the grocery shop as he entered the store and looked around before walking to the guy there, " uh...hello, i heard you were searching for a helper, and well if it is still open i would like to take the job if that's alright?" he asked with a blush as he rubs the back of his head.

[zajawa]

The big man smiled friendly.
"Oh. Hello, lad. Yes we look for a helper. We already got one person so we needed only one more. Did you work anywhere before or is it your first job? Come on. I'll show you your room."

----------- six month later ------------

Yathe sighed walking through the street to sit on a bench. It was so long he last was here. Who knew the pursue of that rare botanic book would take him almost six months. It was so hard but finally back. He really like this town the most so far. Well his two good friends were here but also it had everything he wanted and even more. Sighing he took out his pipe and relaxed, looking on the people passing by.

Otoji smiled at the big man, " that's great, well no it's actually my first job, but i'm a quick learner and i will go for it with everything i have" He said quickly as he nodded glad that he got the job as he followed the man to his room as it was pretty big enough room for him.

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After six months has passed Otoji had grown up a lot, got a bit more nicer and liked to do more on his own, he also grew a bit longer and he also got stronger as well from all the things that he had carried, his hair was even longer and on the back he had his hair in a tail looking more adorable as some people said, even his thinking got grown up as he was not such a spoiled brat as before but acted more like an adult, he had just finished his work as he walked out of the store, saying that he will be back over 4 hours, in the beginning he didn't said that but now he was saying that as well since that's more nicer to do. Otoji walked out of the store as he looked not so much as the same as when he was six months ago it was a surprise how someone can change so much in such a short time but well he was the example of it.

Otoji enjoyed the sun on him as he walked down the streets as he had took an alley as he ended up at the club he had go to six months ago with Yathe where he had meet Maki and Yathe at the same day, he wonders if Maki was still working here, he hoped so since he didn't saw him anymore since the last time that Maki was not happy with him, but this was the only place where he know to look for the guy. he stepped inside the club and walked to the bar, " Hello, is Maki here?" he asked friendly to the bartender, he was sure that even if Maki was here that the guy would not recognize him but well first to see if he still works at the club.

[zajawa]

"Hi there, handsome. He's with client at the back. I'm sure it won't take him more than a hour. Wanna wait?", asked blonde and blue eyed bartender.
The place didn't change much.. maybe only that it looked now more luxurious.

"thanks, oh i see, sure i will wait, can i have a cola please" Otoji asked with a friendly smile as he sat down at the bar as he looked around and smiled, as he noticed that it almost looked the same but with more luxurious things so it was really nice and sighed as he felt a bit nervous for suddenly showing up in front of Maki again, hoping that the other had already forgave him.

[zajawa]

Almost hour later Maki entered the main room and headed to the bar. He was wearing a nice, elegant shirt and leather pants. Maki didn't really changed much maybe except that he let his hair grow a little longer.
"Welcome back, Maki darling. You have a guest", said the bar tender, looking at Otoji.
"Thanks, Yuki", he said with a smile and approached his guest. "Hello, I'm Maki. How can I help you?"

Otoji looked at Maki when the other stood by the bar as he blushes and checked him out, liking what he was wearing and that his hair was a bit longer, but further happy that the other was still as the same as before, he gave Maki a smile and chuckles, " Hi Maki, i see you don't recognize me anymore? it's me Otoji. well i couldn't blame you after all everyone says that i've changed much. well what about to hang out a bit?" he asked with a happy smile and friendly as Maki can see that he had really grown up.