.-One Time Too Much -. {Private with me and zajawa}

[RedRose4]

Letting out a deep breath, Kaden began to stand up when he heard Deiru, looking a bit irritated at his words. “Both of you. I’m more impressed with you, and stop fucking talking like that.” Kaden began to get a bit more strict, not appreciating how he kept mentioning Animal like he was so much more superior to Deiru.
What the demon said next made Kaden back off, although not completely. He just stood there for a moment, looking at Deiru and then shaking his head. “You were happier? Really? You can’t tell me that’s true Deiru.” Kaden mumbled, his voice clearly less severe. “Stop, stop thinking about yourself like that.” The man said while looking directly at Deiru.

[zajawa]

"Or what? You will cut off my fingers? Fuck you", he growled and looked away, gritting his teeth. "It was much better."
Seeing what he was doing and that he acted a bit like a child didn't really help in this situation. Actually other way around, it made Deiru's anger rise. He clenched his fist around his cigarette. It helped a bit to deal with his emotions but only slightly. What was this damn feeling inside him...? Was he.. jealous? For himself?

[RedRose4]

Putting a hand to his head and rubbing, Kaden let out another breath, wanting to keep his anger inside but it was coming out slightly. “I won’t hurt you again…I told you I regret that.” Kaden then clenched his jaw, hearing him speak of his life being better before.
“I didn’t say you had to stay. If you really miss it, then go ahead, leave.” Kaden said in a low voice, clearly not being committed to that sentence. In truth, he really didn’t want Deiru to leave forever but…how could Kaden tell a grown adult to stay? And why would he need to now? It seemed as though Deiru was much better than before, and even if he went back to killing, that would be his decision ultimately, not Kaden’s.
Wanting to just grab Deiru and tell him how stupid he was being, to show him just how much he actually appreciated his company, Kaden just decided to keep his mouth shut. He didn’t think Deiru would believe him anyways, besides, Deiru seemed to be feeding off of his anger, so increasing it would only make everything worse.

[zajawa]

That actually hurt when he heard Kaden saying he could leave. But what? Did he really thought he would stop him? Said he wanted him to stay? How stupid he could really get? Tossing the rest of the cigarette on the floor he went to the hall and put his shoes on. What he felt inside was hard do describe. But mostly.. he was just sad and fed up with everything. Gritting his teeth he started to tie his laces. Stupid.. stupid, stupid, stupid. How could I.. Moron!

[RedRose4]

Watching as Deiru threw his cigarettes and headed to the door, Kaden was surprised, as well as… upset. He really didn’t want him to leave, even when he said he could. Seeing as he was tying his shoe laces, Kaden felt himself getting a bit fidgety, unsure if he should let him go or not. If he wanted to go…he should right? He’s an adult, he can work things out on his own…
Kaden shook his head, unable to stop himself as he went in front of Deiru and stood in front of him. “You can’t. Just….don’t leave.” Kaden said sincerely. “Please.” He then whispered

[zajawa]

As he was done with his shoes he was about to go to the door to open them.. but then Kaden went in front of him and.. said to not leave. As he whispered 'please' younger demons eyes got wider. For few long moments he just stood there not really knowing what to say. He cleanched his right hand into fist what made him flinch a bit. Looking at the floor he felt.. strange.
"Why..? Didn't you say.. I could leave", he whispered.

[RedRose4]

Kaden had to remind himself to breath, slowly doing that before looking back into Deiru’s eyes. When he looked down and asked that, Kaden closed his eyes and spoke very lowly. “Yes, I said you can leave. But that doesn’t mean I want you to.”, the demon muttered, opening his eyes a few seconds later and keeping himself in front of the door to stop him.
“If you really don’t want me in your life, you can go. But…just because I said that, doesn’t mean that I want you out of mine.” Kaden said low enough that his voice was nearly undetectable. Slowly he moved away from the door, allowing Deiru to go if he wanted to. Kaden couldn’t force him to do anything, even if he wished he could strap him down and keep him in his house for as long as he wanted. It just wasn’t realistic. “Just…stay.” Kaden tried saying once more.

[zajawa]

Deiru felt strange hearing Kaden saying all that. Though it all somehow made him.. Damn.. It was pretty big words.. especially said by someone like older demon.. to someone like Deiru. He glanced back up at the bigger male and then nodded.
"I'll stay", he said simply, serious for once.

[RedRose4]

Kaden’s body was tense until Deiru looked at him and said he’d stay. It was as though a huge weight lifted off of Kaden’s shoulders. He exhaled and closed his eyes, whispering something under his breath momentarily before looking back at Deiru and nodding.
“Okay, good.” Kaden whispered, almost to himself before looking at Deiru and waiting a moment before speaking again. “If you’d like…I’ll give you time though. I at least owe you that.” Kaden said as he took a few more steps away from the door. He felt so relieved that it was nearly overwhelming, still rather surprised that Deiru decided to stay, but not wanting to push it just in case he decided to leave again. “Unless…” Kaden then looked back at the young demon and wondered. “…you want me to stay with you. I’ll do that too, if it makes you happy…” Kaden said, trying not to sound like he was totally giving himself up to Deiru in such a submissive manner, but if it meant that he’d stay, Kaden would do almost anything.

[zajawa]

Seeing Kaden's reaction after he said he would stay was quite amusing. It seemed he really wanted him here. With that all of his anger disappeared as if it was never there at the first place. Then he looked shocked at Kaden when he said that about him being happy.
"Seriously? Happy... Maybe you have a faver?", he said half serious as he got on the tips of his toes and touched olders demon forehead. "Hmmm... You seem alright.."