.-One Time Too Much -. {Private with me and zajawa}

[RedRose4]

Whenever Kaden exhaled, he made sure none of the smoke went into Deiru's direction. Yeah the other demon was smoking too, but it wasn't very nice to blow smoke in the demons face. Kaden looked back at Deiru once he spoke to him, taking a moment to think before he answered.
"I think I can manage. Just as long as it's a easy day..." Kaden then glanced at the time, making sure he wasn't late. Thankfully they had another half hour before he had to go, that left him ten minutes to get ready, and twenty to stay in bed with Deiru. It seemed good enough.
"I need to talk to you about something..." Kaden then mumbled. He had been thinking a little bit today, and since the time they had together was constricted, he wanted to make sure he said what was on his mind.

[zajawa]

"If you say so..", muttered Deiru and then looked into Kaden's eyes, quite curious. "About what do you want to talk with me?"
It was rather interesting to wait for the answer and let his mind wonder and come up with a lot of many various ideas.

[RedRose4]

Kaden tapped his cigarette on the nearby ashtray, but then just kept it there. He wanted to say a few things, but he wasn't sure how Deiru would take it. Just going out and saying 'I want to take our 'relationship' a little further' made Kaden a little uneasy.
Taking a deep breath, Kaden looked into Deiru's blue eyes and began to say what was on his mind. "What I'm saying is serious, and rather too cheesy for my liking, but hear me out." Kaden parted his lips, ready to speak but then he froze. It took another minute to think of something to say before he actually continued. "Us. I want to talk about us and where we stand. This right here...us having sex and then laying in bed together, what does that make us? We aren't friends, we aren't enemies, so what do you think that means?" Kaden asked, his voice more hushed than usual.

[zajawa]

Deiru was quiet for few moments after Kaden's question. Then he shrugged, taking another drag.
"I don't know.. Sex buddies?", he asked not really that sure what was that they had. "And why do we need to name it? Can't it just stayed unnamed?"
The atmposphere of their talk was quite serious so Deiru stopped himself from joking or teasing other male since he seemed to give a serious thinking to the things he asked about.

[RedRose4]

Scoffing lightly at Deiru's answer, Kaden looked slightly put off by it. Sex buddies seemed so...distant, as if only sex was important between them and nothing else. Clearly the past few days went against those claims.
"I can't keep asking myself what the hell is going on if we don't put a label on it." Kaden said, his voice showing no anger whatsoever, although clearly he was a little frustrated, mainly with himself. "We don't just have sex and thats it. If that were true why did we talk about love and how we don't want to leave each other huh? When I almost killed myself, when you left, we showed each other we didn't want the other out of our lives. It can' the just sex." Kaden said, his voice raising slowly but yet again it wasn't out of anger, he was just trying to make sense of everything. "It's...something else." he then whispered.

[zajawa]

"Well.. That is true", said Deiru slowly, rubbing his chin. "It's more than sex.. but how it is called I don't know. I'm not good with such things.. but isn't it like in all those relationships? When you actually care about other half.. and such?"
Deiru was curious and a bit anxious with what they were talking about.. but it seemed like something they need to talk about so he didn't try to run away from it.

[RedRose4]

Kaden calmed down a bit when Deiru said that, his words made sense as well, and clearly he understood what he was trying to say. Nodding his head, Kaden hesitantly smoked his cigarette before sighing and looking into Deiru's eyes. "That's what I thought...we have mutual feelings for one another, and thats how other relationships work but..." Kaden closed his eyes and continued. "Would you really want to consider me as your...boyfriend? Fuck I don't know." Kaden scowled while opening his eyes. "What do you think? Would you rather we be sex buddies or boyfriends?" He said, the word coming out of his mouth sounded so...foreign to him.

[zajawa]

"Not sure. I mean.. isn't it just a name? It wouldn't really change anything..", he said and then smiled. "But we can call it being boyfriends. Wouldn't that be interesting?"
That asked he took a drag while reached to Kaden's chest and rubbing it with the tips of his fingers.. but it was all he did, not turning it into sexual teasing or anything. Deiru knew it wasn't a right time for doing that.

[RedRose4]

Showing inner ambivalence, Kaden creased his brow and sighed. "I don't know." he whispered. While closing his eyes, the demon felt Deiru's fingers along his chest and he calmed down. How could his body be so sure about this man when his mind kept telling him otherwise?
Peeking his red eyes open, Kaden looked at Deiru and then began to think a little more. "We don't need to be called anything, but it is....rather nice. I mean, we won't be single anymore, meaning you won't have to castrate me from being with another man since I won't be with anyone else." Kaden only joked vaguely before continuing. "We can date, and if someone flirts with either of us it's so much easier to say that we're 'taken' instead of simply not knowing what to call each other."
Kaden sighed and enjoyed the soft movement of Deiru's hand. "I'd rather you be my boyfriend then nothing at all." He admitted while looking into Deiru's eyes.

[zajawa]

"Names, names, names and more names. But fine", he said, reaching to Kaden's neck and pulling his down into a deep kiss.
It lasted only few seconds but it was damn intense.
"Fine", repeated Deiru and flicked Kaden's forehead with a small smirk playig on his lips. "I will let you be my boyfriend. Rejoice because you gained one hell of a sexy and awesome demon."
Grinning cockily he waited for other male's reaction.